/soy/ - Soyjaks

Women don't come out and SAY they like you when you're a guy. They don't ask you out, or try to push you into having sex. They act coy and indirect and make fun of you, you have know way of knowing if they want you to make advances. This is just too stressful and scary for me to deal with.

Men on the other hand: They pursued me directly. They approached me at bars, they told me I was cute, they asked me about my interests and paid attention. They asked me out on dates, flirted with me, let me know what they wanted, and then took me home and fucked me. They were full of desire for me. There was never any question who was top or bottom. They. Fucked. Me. With their penises. And they never once acted weird or indecisive.

So even though i'm more attracted to women i was literally forced to transition and date men. I'm really upset about this and still cry and get frustrated about it sometimes because I would have preferred to be a man. I feel really humiliated that this happened to me, But women literally wouldn't let me be a man. It's unfair.