/soy/ - Soyjaks

> be me
> 24y monogamous transbian
> dating a cis girl
> very happy with my relationship
> lots of sex, same kinks, similar life goals
> we start to get tired of always doing the same things and going to the same places
> decided to start going to clubs
> we like it and we get to know new people
> including another transbian
> she gets really close to us, coming to all our hangouts
> i started noticing she was looking at us more and more…horny
> biting her lips…putting her hand on our legs
> eventually on our thighs… like, inner thighs…

just for context, im like, extremely bottom. not like id have any other choice being 5'7 and weighing 101 lbs.

> AND SHE'S 6'2 AND 35 AND MUSCULAR AND HUGE AND . . .
> well, obviously, I'm starting to wonder if I'm actually monogamous
> my girlfriend doesn't seem into her advances as much as i am, so i feel like we need to talk about it
> "babe, we've been dating for 6 years. i think we trust each other enough by now to do this kind of thing without it messing with our relationship, right?"
> she says that even though she’s scared of messing with our relationship, she’s also kinda into the idea of trying something like that
> so, yesterday, we invited the girl over to our place
> we didn't even say for what, but she obviously already knew, and the second we open the door for her she starts to kissing us

for context (again), my girlfriend is a switch (even though ive never seen her as a bottom since i never had any desire to top her)

> well, my girlfriend is just as short and light as i am, so the girl had zero issues handling both of us at the same time
> she clearly had way more experience than us, she was way stronger, knew exactly where to touch, what to do, how to make sure neither of us felt left out…
> and when she started taking her clothes off…she was HUGE. like, 8 inches.
> at that point my girlfriend seemed a bit offended. clearly her strap couldn’t compete with that.
> to try and prove otherwise, she decided to switch it up and started wanting to top me too
> i don't even need to say it was the best night of my life
> i was passed around like a blunt.
> after that, i fell asleep with both of them holding me like a teddy bear
> the next morning (today), after the girl left, we decided to talk about what we were going to do, whether we were going to keep going or not…
> my girlfriend’s take was that it was a cool experience, but she doesn’t want to make it a regular thing.

i pretended to agree with her, but I NEED that girl inside me again, pulling my hair, biting my back… i think I’ve fallen for someone else. It’s not that I’ve lost interest in my girlfriend—quite the opposite, she’s never been as attractive as she was yesterday when she was competing with the other girl over who was going to get inside me, but now i genuinely want to include another person in our relationship, and i don’t know if i can go back to being monogamous.