>>15373850i know this, but i was pretending to be baited for reppeys. but honestly i don't know what i was thinking, my post wasn't funny and i swore at an online stranger for no reason. for what, like a mild internal chuckle that someone might find my feigned rage and the obvious inconsistency of my post amusing? what a way to waste a couple of minutes of my one and only life on this earth… how many hours have i spent on this website, on other such shitposting websites, which could have been devoted to the pursuit of higher ambitions, nobler truths: to art, to poetry, to music and to wisdom? and instead, i continually chose the cheap dopamine hits of baits and (You)s… and one day i will not be here on this earth and there will be no more poetry, no more love, no more I and no more anything. will i feel then that there was not enough time? will i have time just before i die to lament the time that was lost on bald men with glasses, or will I laugh with cold indifference at the absurdity of the situation of mortality altogether? "well, as good that way as any other", perhaps i will justify my errors to myself. it's all a matter of wasting time in any case, and no matter how we get there, we all reach the same end:
>The boast of heraldry, the pomp of pow'r,>And all that beauty, all that wealth e'er gave,>Awaits alike th' inevitable hour.>The paths of glory lead but to the grave.