/soy/ - Soyjaks

the only girl that liked me despite my retardation and not knowing how to actually talk to women, eventually gave up on the hopes of me realizing how lucky i was.
<foidspace
i lost her due to my confusions when i was a teen, i wasnt prepared for a woman to randomly start loving me, i thought it was never going to happen.
<NIGGERSPACE.
i remember one day she came to my home, she was all prepared to go walk with me or whatever, but instead, when i saw her in my fucking house, i hid in my room, i was geniunely scared, i breathed heavily, and i talked with her from my room. she kept asking if i wanted to go out with her, her tone devolving into one of pity as i couldnt answer the questions. in the end, after a while of a really embarrasing moment, she gave up and left.
<redditian space
this kind of relationship went through like this for a year, A WHOLE FUCKING YEAR SHE WAITED FOR ME TO BE A MAN. as i failed her, and myself, another actor appeared in the scene, my friend, which i used to tell the things that happened between her and me, secretly started out a plan of conquest.
<leheckingplottwistino
he saw me being completely in chaos, not knowing what to do in the situation, and so, he began with his opportunistic idea. one day we were coming back from high school, he asked me for her phone, and in that moment, i knew it was over.
the following months, he began playing minecraft with her, talking with her in the 'cord, taking her out to parties, etcetera, i remember the first time he wanted to go out with her, she thought it was going to be us three instead, i declined joining them, i knew what his deal was, it was already over at that point.
<NIGGERHELL OF A FRIENDSHIP
months after, they actually started dating, he was OBSESSED with her, he would stop talking to us (me and my other friend), he stopped walking towards high school with me and instead started doing it WITH HER, every, fucking, day. I WALKED BEHIND THEM AND HE WOULDNT EVEN DARE TO TALK TO ME. that was another fucking year of torture, and it was all my fault.
<fuckingniggers
in the end, it was all my fault, this happened like 4 years ago, it was my only opportunity to ever have a relationship, and she was just so cool aswell, but well, i had to fumble it all didnt i?
<NIGGERSNIGGERSNIGGERS
im not telling you niggers this so you can pity me, or whatever, its just so you learn that if you ever have the opportunity, FUCKING TAKE IT, and dont be a wimp, dont be a cuck, dont get CUCKED by your OWN FRIEND.