I hate my body so goddamn much. I just don't want to be so ugly and fat. But I can't start hrt because of everything going on in the US. And even before I start hrt I'm supposed to lose weight. But I can't exercise or eat healthy because of the incredible

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Wewjak 01/21/26 (Wed) 04:53:01 №14902913 [Quote]

I hate my body so goddamn much. I just don't want to be so ugly and fat. But I can't start hrt because of everything going on in the US. And even before I start hrt I'm supposed to lose weight. But I can't exercise or eat healthy because of the incredible energy required to do either. I don't want to spend two hours a day eating fucking broccoli and carrots just to still feel hungry and actually cooking something feels impossible with my executive dysfunction. And then I always ruin it all because of I get really impulsive especially when I'm hungry because of my ADHD. But I can't just remove all sweets from the house because I live with my family and I can't just like buy all my own food or something because I barely make any money. And I can't exercise because I'm so tired and out of energy all the time because of politics, imposter syndrome, insomnia, depression, anxiety, ADHD, abysmal self esteem, and like twenty more things. It just feels impossible an hopeless to lose this disgusting fucking weight and be hot and be able to look at myself in the mirror. And all the while I spend hours a day crying and scrolling because it just takes so much energy to do anything but I just can do anything I just fucking hate it all. I wish appetite suppressors were cheaper I wish I could just live alone so I'm forced to make myself something healthy I wish someone could just chop this disgusting fat out of me and I can finally start living my godforsaken life. And in all of this I have no one to turn to because all of my "friends" are fucking busy and all of my family just give pompous horrible advice. I'm scared and terrified in basically every social situation and all I want is to just dress up cute and go out or cosplay and go to conventions. That's all I fucking want. I hate everything in this stupid fucking world and all I wish is that I wasn't too terrified to kill myself.

Nobaldi 01/21/26 (Wed) 04:53:41 №14902926 [Quote]

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Chud 01/21/26 (Wed) 04:53:53 №14902929 [Quote]

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>I hate my body so goddamn much. I just don't want to be so ugly and fat. But I can't start hrt because of everything going on in the US. And even before I start hrt I'm supposed to lose weight. But I can't exercise or eat healthy because of the incredible energy required to do either. I don't want to spend two hours a day eating fucking broccoli and carrots just to still feel hungry and actually cooking something feels impossible with my executive dysfunction. And then I always ruin it all because of I get really impulsive especially when I'm hungry because of my ADHD. But I can't just remove all sweets from the house because I live with my family and I can't just like buy all my own food or something because I barely make any money. And I can't exercise because I'm so tired and out of energy all the time because of politics, imposter syndrome, insomnia, depression, anxiety, ADHD, abysmal self esteem, and like twenty more things. It just feels impossible an hopeless to lose this disgusting fucking weight and be hot and be able to look at myself in the mirror. And all the while I spend hours a day crying and scrolling because it just takes so much energy to do anything but I just can do anything I just fucking hate it all. I wish appetite suppressors were cheaper I wish I could just live alone so I'm forced to make myself something healthy I wish someone could just chop this disgusting fat out of me and I can finally start living my godforsaken life. And in all of this I have no one to turn to because all of my "friends" are fucking busy and all of my family just give pompous horrible advice. I'm scared and terrified in basically every social situation and all I want is to just dress up cute and go out or cosplay and go to conventions. That's all I fucking want. I hate everything in this stupid fucking world and all I wish is that I wasn't too terrified to kill myself.

Chud 01/21/26 (Wed) 04:54:19 №14902933 [Quote]

What xitter/reddit post did you copy this from

Beastjak 01/21/26 (Wed) 05:00:50 №14903003 [Quote]

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>taking hrt to lose weight

Chud 01/21/26 (Wed) 05:03:05 №14903024 [Quote]

words words words

Nojak 01/21/26 (Wed) 07:45:03 №14903894 [Quote]

>>14902913 (OP)
kys and oreos

Chud 01/21/26 (Wed) 07:49:40 №14903927 [Quote]

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>I hate my body so goddamn much. I just don't want to be so ugly and fat. But I can't start hrt because of everything going on in the US. And even before I start hrt I'm supposed to lose weight. But I can't exercise or eat healthy because of the incredible energy required to do either. I don't want to spend two hours a day eating fucking broccoli and carrots just to still feel hungry and actually cooking something feels impossible with my executive dysfunction. And then I always ruin it all because of I get really impulsive especially when I'm hungry because of my ADHD. But I can't just remove all sweets from the house because I live with my family and I can't just like buy all my own food or something because I barely make any money. And I can't exercise because I'm so tired and out of energy all the time because of politics, imposter syndrome, insomnia, depression, anxiety, ADHD, abysmal self esteem, and like twenty more things. It just feels impossible an hopeless to lose this disgusting fucking weight and be hot and be able to look at myself in the mirror. And all the while I spend hours a day crying and scrolling because it just takes so much energy to do anything but I just can do anything I just fucking hate it all. I wish appetite suppressors were cheaper I wish I could just live alone so I'm forced to make myself something healthy I wish someone could just chop this disgusting fat out of me and I can finally start living my godforsaken life. And in all of this I have no one to turn to because all of my "friends" are fucking busy and all of my family just give pompous horrible advice. I'm scared and terrified in basically every social situation and all I want is to just dress up cute and go out or cosplay and go to conventions. That's all I fucking want. I hate everything in this stupid fucking world and all I wish is that I wasn't too terrified to kill myself.