/soy/ - Soyjaks

I (19f) have been seeing Max (20m) for a few months now. We have so much in common and he is so good to me. I like him a lot and I love spending time with him, but there’s a bit of a problem sexually.

I first saw his penis a few weeks ago and it was roughly 3 inches fully hard. I was so disappointed but decided to give him the benefit of the doubt, like maybe it didn’t really matter. We had sex for the first time a few days ago. I barely felt anything. I have been with four guys before, all at least 5 inches, so I know the difference. I’m very sad because I don’t really like guys going down on me, I just like fingering and PIV most, so my sex life with him is going to suck. I don’t want to break up with him though as he is so perfect in other ways. I hate that there’s nothing that can fix this though.

I also obviously can’t tell him how I feel about his penis and I would never tell my friends or anything, so I have no one else to talk to about this except for you all on here. I could really see myself with him long term, it’s just unfortunate that good sex won’t be a part of that for me. I can’t actually have an orgasm (never have in my life, even by myself. Thanks antidepressants!!) but I still enjoy normal sex.