>>14023895 (OP)A couple of girls/women have hit on or smiled at me and I was too retarded to reciprocate. They were geeky/alt girls. A girl invited me to her house and I declined. A milf complimented my looks for 10 minutes straight once and I didn't reciprocate because I didn't want to be "creepy". I didn't care about female attention for the longest time and now that I actually want it those opportunities have disappeared. Fuck my gay ass autistic retarded ass.