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trying my best to after wrecking myself with gooning
i've been free from it for 2 months but it still messes me up
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>>13889817dont give up teen, gooning is one of the worst addictions and 2 months is promising
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this is promoting pedophilia because if underage people love themselves it is pedophilic
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i hate this fucking soyjak its so fucking ugly
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>>13889826thanks, i have to say i feel no urges now
i guess it's only really tons of regret at this point which sometimes screws with how i see myself
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>>13889856Die nigger pedo
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>>13889832replying to my own post to give it a bit more context
i saw a lot of weird hentai and r34 crap that makes me a little disgusted with myself, it wasn't 'p but it's really demoralizing stuff to remember long after quitting (embarrassing shit i know)
so far i haven't felt the worst about it, but it does suck
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>>13889863Bro goons sissy bnwo deluxe gemmies
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funnily enough I’m listening to a song about love while I quoted you with a tranny
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>>13889865i didn't geg but it was still pretty bad and brain damaging
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>>13889863were you EPI’d? if so id be a little more forgiving with yourself since the internet is porn ridden, either way the shame feeling is unavoidable but you can also view it in a more positive way since it shows you dont actually want to take down the degenerate path
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>>13889881and also you mentioned youre 2 months free of gooning and have no urges, youre making progress my nigga, just dont fall back into those habits cus youre better than that
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>>13889881yeah i kind of was, i started at around 16 from what i remember and it lasted for about 3/4 years after
also that's a good point, i really appreciate what you have to say
>>13889886ill make sure not to, thanks for reminding me
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>>13889890self replying again, thinking back to it, my first EPI might've actually been at 12 years old but i shook it off really fast back then, i only found myself back into the trap at 16 which might've been influenced by what happened to me at 12
nonetheless, i'm really thankful for what you have to say and as i said ill be making sure i won't fall for it ever again
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>>1388990516 is really late dude that is not EPI
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>>13889918i guess it still felt really traumatizing with how much it wasted what remained of my teenage years then, idk
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>>13889922I really dont get that, wdym wasted? were you in your room beating your shit for hours on end
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>>1388991816 is still a teenager and you can be influenced into retarded shit
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>>13889937yeah it was really compulsive, it also caused me to act more irritable irl and there's stuff i wish i could delete from my memories since it was more imprinted because of that
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>>13889946is getting epi'd at like 8 meta then? i dont think this ever happened to me
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>>13889962it might be easier to shake off like how i got rid of it at 12 but i can't really judge that
at 16 i was more influenced by hormones and a lot of stress i had, which i didn't have at 12