/r9k/ - ROBOT9999

>"rule 7 doe jannies nish him"

Boo hoo nigga. I don't have anywhere else to splurge out this snca so I might as well say it here

>>86136 (OP)
have a positive mindset and think about working/studying hard as possible so you can have enough money to leave your family and live independently
unironically take ze meds and vent to a psychiatrist, its better to be a zogbot lobomotized by pills than someone who acked and ended up in hell because acking is a sin

>>86139
I have a therapist that I speak to every month, but tbh I think I can live fine without being medicated on zogchemical pills

>>86139
i would say this is the best mindset in my opinion, about your shitty homelife if you can do something about it, do something about it, the obvious action is to get money to move away
if you're depressed and mentally fucked up by your past then take ze pills to shut your mind off and vent, however still accept you have 0% contol of the past and other things you have 0% control over, make peace with things you have no control over

>>86141
Thanks man. I’m hoping to save up money and find a place to live by the end of the year. It’s expensive where I live, but I’ll probably find a studio or somewhere in a nearby town o algo

>>86141
I don’t overthink the past a lot thankfully, I accepted the shit that happened way back and i (mostly) moved on from it

>>86143
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>>86140
i wish you happiness and peace, its good that you're not taking pills but if you feel suicidal frequently and severely, please take them because a pill lobotomized brain is better than being a corpse and a soul in hell. Never kill yourself
hope you succeed in your studies and career, its good you've moved on, i personally know mental strategies like staying in the present thats really useful

have u tryed killing your stefather ?

overdosing never works

Have you ever tried dominating him? You lose the moment you submit, argue with him as an equal. If you're insecure about yourself and think he'll beat shit out of you for it, go to gym and become stronger. You lose more by letting him mess with you than if you would confront him and fail doing so. Once he understands you're not to be pushed around, your mother shall figure it out too. You'll get respected by your family members at least. And dominance also gives a huge emotional boost.

>>86136 (OP)
You can't do much about it as is, you have to tough it out until you can move out

Spend way more time outside. If you're burnt out with college, it might help to do college work in a library, and otherwise just walk around 'n shieet. Maybe grab a cheap bike/skateboard and fuck around with that outside. Doing sports increases your self-confidence, makes you more fit so he might not be able to push you around as much, and also you won't be at home so the bastard cunt won't be able to bother you as much.
Next time your stepfather tries to push you around, fucking body check him by slamming your shoulder into his. This only works if you aren't a short frail dude, but if you aren't it shows him you aren't just going to take it. He will still verbally be annoying but if you make it clear you won't go down without a fight, most people give up on violence