I feel really detached from people, of course im still nice to them and i try to be polite but i don't feel any comradery towards them. When i help people its because i feel disgusted by them or because i feel some sort of hatred for what they represent an

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Am i retared? Chud 03/30/26 (Mon) 02:32:27 №84280 [Quote]

I feel really detached from people, of course im still nice to them and i try to be polite but i don't feel any comradery towards them. When i help people its because i feel disgusted by them or because i feel some sort of hatred for what they represent and i want them to change.
Some people at my uni consider me as part of their friend groups and keep inviting me to their activities but i just don't get why, i feel like my conversations with them are really dry. Recently a few of my old classmates from middle school and high school called me wanting to hang out again. They seemed to remember me in a positive way but i dont remember anything about them, i even forgot some of their names. Why do people like me but i dont like them? Is there any way i can be normal?

Chud 03/30/26 (Mon) 02:52:12 №84285 [Quote]

>>84280 (OP)
i forgot to mention that during highschool i actively avoided those people and talked as little as possible when around them but somehow they like me and remember me as a friend

Chud 04/01/26 (Wed) 10:15:39 №84400 [Quote]

me too, I never felt any sort of friendship with really anyone, i never act polite with these people and i never put anytime into forming relationships with them, in fact i havent talked to my so-called friends in months, and yet they still have the decency to greet me and ask if i want to hang out, which i always say i will and yet never do. I'm not sure if i am retarded but im too jaded to actually check.