/r9k/ - ROBOT9999

Well, you're kind of in a pickle. You did say that valentines went fine , but that's kind of the last time you guys saw eachother. If you feel brave enough, you could try to spark up a conversation somehow, i wouldn't know how tho. If she really still means a lot to you, you could try that. I can see that she meant a lot to you, but if she starts giving you the cold shoulder, you should forget and moove on with life. It's hard, i know, but if it has to be then it has to be. Also, don't resort to substance abuse. If you still have more of that stuff, throw it away. I hope that you can happily re-connect. Best of luck to you dude.

>>84129 (OP)
you need to switch things up. try hooking up men

>>84138
*with men whoops typo

>>84135
>>84135


I just don't know what she thinks. I don't know if she hates me or if she needs space to forgive me or what. I'm just a fucking mess.

This can't be the end. If I became such a horrible person, surely I can become a better person?

I just feel so guilty.

>>84129 (OP)
>kratom 7-oH shit
please get off the drugs, those aren't going to help

>>84129 (OP)
i had the same shit happen to me where my quirk-chungus mid GF of 4 years who i lost my virginity to had to invite my old best friend from grade school, we literally last talked like 6 years before that, who she was already probably fucking for over a year at that point cuz she was in contact with him. the dude just wanted to be me so fucking badly.

my grandma died a week afterward and the whore just had to text me some shit like "are you ok? :^)))) need someone to talk to?? :^))))" so i fucked all her friends who think she's fucking retarded for leaving me (i'm tall, looksmaxxed with a comfy office job, her new bf has no skills and is just wage-slaving to pay her house debt that he bought LOL)

i really tried to do the "trad" shit, be a virgin and keep a wife, but that wasn't fucking possible. i now have a weird autism where i can't trust any men ever but i can be totally open with women as long as i'm fucking them or about to fuck them. nothing else motivates me to talk to people anymore.

it's 4 years later, i've got a new bitch for 2 years now and we're having a family, but i can't say it "gets better" you just learn how to roll with the punches t. been with too many stupid bitches since then

>>84142

Well OP, depends on what you did to make her angrx at you . Tho with women it's probably SNCA but yea. I'm sure she doesn't hate you, atleast not enough to never forgive you. Like my ex, i got hugh from weed for the last time, ex bestfriend snitched, she left me, and then after 2 months she came crawling back. So don't worry OP , whatever you did can't be that bad. If you feel comfortable enough to tell us, we could probably provide better support

>>84129 (OP)
Kill yourself sex haver spammer