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making this because the board is always flooded with these anyway. i need advice because i am stuck in the most predictable loop and it is ruining my head.
basically i have this one specific fetish that is honestly completely deranged. it is not illegal per se and it is not gay but it is definitely degenerate. every time i goon to it, i feel like a total creep immediately after and decide to take a break. i stay clean for maybe 1 or 2 days and the post-nut clarity makes me think i am cured.
during that break, my brain resets enough that i can literally get off to the most basic vanilla shit imaginable. i start thinking i can just be a normal person again. so i goon to the regular vanilla shit. but then, without fail, the boredom or the itch kicks in and i spirial right back down to that same specific degenerate fetish. i cannot stop the cycle. it is like my brain is wired to crave the extreme stuff the second i feel slightly comfortable.

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in a case like this, you have to realize that the anxiety and poor mental health after gooning isn't worth it.
i'm dealing with something slightly similar, but it's more themed around getting over my past actions with porn, rather than battling a fetish (as i was never into what i regret to begin with).
though ive also been having some trouble with relapsing recently, you've possibly seen my thread(s) on here by now. if you feel deeply ashamed by what you've done, i think the best thing to do is to not argue with it in your head but to let it sit there.
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as something dumb i'd like to mention, i'm at a point where i'm worried that anything i relapse to could bring me back to being as careless as i was. there was this one image i recently got obsessed with because i didn't know if it was somehow drawn p. i kept analyzing it, and i even fed it to some AI not trusting myself just to come the conclusion it wasn't. it was ridiculous, but if you're getting anywhere as neurotic as me, the best time to stop is certainly now. i don't know if my reply will be that helpful, but i thought i'd give my take on it

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>>83902 (OP)
I have a sick attraction to butts and butt holes



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