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So I've been dealing with this strange habit/coping mechanism lately where whenever I feel effeminate or low confidence I just start masturbating to cuckolding porn but importantly I only ever self insert as the bull and try to find only videos from that pov. It's actually worked pretty well. The thing about confidence is that it literally improves everything else in your life. You don't have to go through some stoic mental gymnastics to reduce your sensitivity to pain and discomfort because those things just happen naturally. You don't have to worry about what's right and wrong because your testosterone and drive to dominate will take care of that for you. Your mind doesn't wander and lose its train of thought because the only thing that matters is your superiority. I feel more intelligent and experience a level of mental clarity that I never even expected to be possible. It just feels so natural. For context, this is coming from someone who used to be so porn addicted I could only get off to the idea of being a gay bottom. I've even penetrated myself with various objects to fulfill that fantasy,and used to self insert as the cuck in that genre of pornography. Now I've taken the reins and find myself wondering why it ever felt so wrong? It feels like my body is finally doing all the work for me. It's not even that hard. Once you fall into the groove of valuing yourself first and wanting to dominate, you don't even entertain the idea of failure. It feels like living in a dream that just never ends. Someone slap me awake before I become a psychopathic narcissist.

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How did you do it?

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its…. its too /r9k/pilled
This is genuinely the worst post I've read on here since I started using this board half a year ago.

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>>83831
Becoming a bvll is keyed

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Honestly it wasn't even that bad until
>I've even penetrated myself with various objects to fulfill that fantasy

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>>83833
Nobody’s perfect chud

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>>83829
I've already outlined how I did it. Just watch "masculine" media and self insert as the most dominant man. Take some time to pause and focus on the sensations of strength, capability, and being desired. For me it feels something like a tingling hear in the center of my chest that radiates outwards. Additionally, try to identify weak people in your life or only and identify what it is that makes them such pitiful pushovers. Give yourself a sense of disgust for weakness. Don't spend time trying to rationalize people's mistakes and enjoyment of suffering. Lastly, I'll explain the critical nature of tenacity. Likely you're wonder how you can feel confident when you don't currently have the strength, the money, the influence to do whatever it is you want and exert power. You need to ask yourself what you have that nobody can take away. What is it that's inherent about you, that will always allow you to achieve victory in time. If nothing else, the answer should be tenacity. If you have the greatest desire to succeed, others will turn away before you've even begun to tire. Despite this advice, i would caution against too much introspection and doubting your potential. Really you need to cultivation the feeling of domination as an emotiona and let your body guide you towards whichever sequences of actions achieve that most fully. Once you have an instinctual 6th sense for victory, you'll find yourself thinking more clearly, not less, because your brain will be listening to only one strong signal, and not an array of fickle conflicting ones. Just reduce your life to what matters, and what matters is you.

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>>83844
So you basically change how you see your identity?

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>>83844
Can't even tell if this is bait anymore



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