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i’m moving out with my gf in 6 days. i thought i was ready but im extremely anxious and nervous now. im a sperg she has adhd, im the type of sperg where i have overlaps with ocd and anxiety and she’s the opposite. very messy, more care free, and it stresses me out even though i love her more than anything. im scared of the room being too cluttered even doe its a huge ass room. im going to miss my dad a lot.

i know it seems like im moving out for no reason but i need my own space away from my dad, he works from home every single day and is really bad at budgeting leaving us with no food a lot of the time, plus our house is tiny. we have a dog that is very agressive to new people meaning i can’t really have friends over, it’s a pain to get into the city too and i work in the city.

i’ve saved up 4k, my rent is $116 a week including bills, and i make an income of $350 a week so i can definitely afford it. the finances aren’t stressing me out. i’m genuinely just having a sperg meltdown right now because im so anxious and stressed. i’m outside having a cigarette while writing this while she studies in my room. i was packing up my room before i went outside.

i want to cry so badly but i physically can’t, i haven’t cried in so long. i don’t know what to do chuds. i am ready but im not at the same time and i can’t back out now. i know it is the right decision to put myself out into the world and it’ll benefit me greatly. i’m only 18 and my dad says i can always move back in if i feel the need.

 83460[Quote]

kill yourself with your fakecel normgroid story

 83462[Quote]

Live yourself with your truechad uniquegroid story

 83463[Quote]

All I can really say to you teen is that your situation seems fairly stable and most of what you fear is just in your head. I’d imagine when you actually settle down and organise everything you’ll realise that it wasn’t a problem and you were just self sabotaging in your mind.

 83466[Quote]

>wahhh wahhhh i have money, i have a girlfriend and i have a home, please console me sherdee

 83468[Quote]

>>83459 (OP)
Why cry if your gf is nice

 83470[Quote]

>she has adhd
You mean BPD?

 83472[Quote]

>>83459 (OP)
ur gonna make it brah

 83474[Quote]

Can I join?

 83477[Quote]

>>83474
Can I watch?

 83495[Quote]

I'm going to move out sometime soon, and the thought worries me too. I'm not diagnosed with anything but probably also a sperg, but it is normal to feel concerned about moving away from what you are used to. For the mess, maybe try to talk to her about keeping her disorganised stuff on one side or in one area of the room, where she can do whatever and you can keep the rest organised. You have money saved up, you can afford your rent, you have a girlfriend, you have a dad and a home to fall back to if something goes wrong. Change is hard, but at least in this case, it will be beneficial. You will learn how to manage a household yourself instead of relying on a parent, and will have your own space, and you will spend a lot more time with your girlfriend. try to focus on the good side and push away the stressful thoughts, because they are mostly just worries that aren't that important

If you can't stop stressing, it could help you to think of a contingency for the scenarios. Thats what a worry is anyway, your mind trying to prepare you, so you can placate it by thinking of what you would do. Maybe discuss some of these with your dad or your girlfriend as well, talking to people helps

 83500[Quote]

nigga what the fuck are you whining about, you have a gf and a fairly cheap home, grow up and stop being a bitch

 83508[Quote]

>>83463
thank you, yeah i know that i have nothing to actually worry about change just scares me.

>>83466
>>83468
>>83500
i’m not complaining or whining im very grateful to be able to do this. i’m just a very anxious and sentimental guy. my dad raised me by himself so im just very sad to leave him especially cause he doesn’t have a gf or anything so i feel quite guilty. and i’ll also miss having a dog. it’s nothing serious just change and growing up.

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>>83495
thank you ‘teen this helps a lot. thank you for putting my mind to ease a bit

 83510[Quote]

>>83470
geg definitely not. she got diagnosed with adhd when she was like 7 and has to take like 60mg of ritalin throughout the day (prescribed of course) otherwise she cannot function or settle at all, it’s a pretty severe case. she’s the farthest thing from BPD, very cheerful, secure, and stable

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>>83510
Good luk 'teen

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youll be fine bro



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