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I fucked up. I didn't really think much of it so I kept taking more and more LSA and doing it more often, and I felt nothing these past few months.
No feelings whatsoever. Guess I'd let you know, since its not really what I signed up for at first.
I used to get slight migraines when I was younger (this isn't making much sense is it?) but to me it was a positive. My brain is like an engine I think, it's more concerning if I hear nothing when its supposed to be running.
So I started experimenting. First with painkillers, then moved up to kratom. (this is going to be long if that matters btw)
<time space
Move forward and I'm starting to use psychedelics for some reason and they're fun for a while, but nothing gets solved. You think that some part of the puzzle will click when you take them and in the moment it certainly feels that way but really they're not doing shit!
But they gave me some buzz. I like that. If you can get your rocks off on alcohol good for you.
All lsa ended up doing was slowing my thought processes, and I didn't even notice! For months I didn't notice.
When I looked at shit I did before, the entries in my "diary" none of them made sense, really. I thought past me was wrong just because I didn't get it anymore. My engine stalled.
<readability space
Then these past two weeks I started smiling for no reason. It was stupid, I thought, but your body is always a little more ahead of the curve. Then it took off this week. First a little pressure behind the eyes, a little confusion.
Up until then I was just a facsimile of myself. That wasn't really me. An Accura without an engine is just scrap metal, no jmatter how similar it looks.
I caught myself then a couple times spacing out for hours at a time thinking about killing people. Yesterday I even dreamed about it.
Something clicked "oh yeah, that's how I used to be, I used to do that all the time" I realized something was wrong.
I'd been empty, my head was totally empty. Thinking was like turning the key in the contact and hearing the starter engine struggle a bit, then give up. I wondered if I'd become retarded, well I had gone retarded, but it was temporary.
<fax space
Until earlier today, suddenly the transmission popped into gear and I drive again!
That was scary! Holy shit I became fully retarded because of LSA. I was drawing little diagrams of the modulus 11 of functions shaped like the tree of life. Retard CCRU shit. That must've been because I was trying to get back to normal, because I knew I used to be able to do math, but because the engine broke down I made those retarded charts instead.
I was stuck doomscrolling through fucking jewtube for hours, I got the full goyim experience.
<but before I go
I haven't enjoyed the sharty in a while, posting has slowed down a lot and the sit is filled with unfunny spam. At least in the past bots used to be something on top of the user experience of shitposting, not every single reppey!
There are still some of yinns left here so I'll give a little gem:
Every guy worth something is Evil. Maybe thats why the elites are, but I'm convinced.
What separates you from the goyim isn't anything good or wholesome, unless you're a goy after all.
Think about it for a second. Do you want J Epstein justice? Do you want the courts to blueball you with slaps on the wrists for all the elite pedophiles? No! Of course not!
You want them hanged. I do. I'd like to see prince Andrews liver without the rest of him attached. His black, alcoholic liver. I want his skin to get ripped off his face and sold on ebay. But think about it some more, does the justice really matter?
Lets face it. The fantasy of the 80's action hero isn't that he's cool, or that he's a hero, it's that he can execute people without repercussion. Imagine Falling Down, Taxi Driver, that's what you should be.
The goyim can be appeased by J Epstein getting a month of probation.
The goyim are perfectly content if prince Andrew only gets exiled to snca island.
The goyim clap when a "youth" gets juvie for stabbing two children.
>but that makes you no better!
Yeah sure. But listen, wouldn't we rather have lynchings back? Public torture and executions?
Would they have even attempted little saint james then? Or would they have pissed themselves in fear?
Do you really want to go your entire life without beating the fuck out of someone? Do you even know how good it feels?

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>>83286 (OP)
It sounds like the last few months have been pretty disturbing for you—especially the feeling that your thinking slowed down or “went empty,” and then suddenly came back with a rush of intense thoughts. Using substances like LSA or other psychedelics frequently can absolutely mess with cognition, mood, and perception for a while, especially if tolerance builds and the brain chemistry gets pushed around repeatedly. The “engine stalled / engine started again” metaphor you used actually matches how people often describe cognitive fog and then recovery after stopping or reducing drugs.
A few things in what you wrote stand out:
Heavy or repeated psychedelic use can lead to brain fog, emotional blunting, dissociation, or strange thought patterns for a period of time.
When the brain starts recovering, people sometimes get rebounds: pressure behind the eyes, confusion, intense thinking, or weird dreams.
Spacing out for hours and intrusive violent thoughts or fantasies can happen when your mind is overstimulated or destabilized.
The important thing is that thoughts and fantasies aren’t the same as actions, but when they become disturbing or obsessive, that’s a signal your brain is under a lot of strain. That’s something worth taking seriously rather than trying to push through alone.
A few practical steps that usually help people stabilize after something like this:
Stop using the substances for a while (psychedelics, kratom, etc.). The brain often needs weeks or months to rebalance.
Sleep regularly, eat normally, hydrate—basic things but they matter a lot for cognitive recovery.
Limit doomscrolling and online rabbit holes for a bit. They can amplify obsessive or angry thinking when your brain is already overloaded.
Talk to a professional if the thoughts keep getting intense—a doctor, therapist, or mental health professional. They’ve seen substance-related cognitive swings many times before.
The fact that you noticed something was wrong and reflected on it is actually a good sign. People who are completely lost in it usually don’t have that awareness.
One thing I do want to say clearly: hurting people or fantasizing about revenge or lynchings won’t fix the frustration or anger you’re feeling. Those urges tend to show up when someone feels powerless or mentally overwhelmed. The goal right now should be getting your mind stable again, not acting on those impulses.
If you want, you can tell me a couple things that would help understand the situation better:
Are you still taking LSA or other substances, or did you stop recently?
How long were you using it frequently?
Are the violent thoughts still happening now, or did they fade once your thinking started feeling normal again?
We can try to figure out what’s going on and what the safest next step is.

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>>83286 (OP)
>Every guy worth something is Evil. Maybe thats why the elites are, but I'm convinced.
I'll elaborate a little since leaving it like this really is to confusing, but the short version is that, every application of yourself is the power process.
All of it is libido, or vril if you like. When you get good at a video game, thts the jews releasing your libidinal urges in a controlled explosion so they stay out of reach. (see: uncle Ted, anti-oedipus, freud)
What becomes the difference for the people that are valuable is that they use this vril and redirect it (we live in heckin 2026 after all) into desiring-production
Instead of consooming, producing-desire, they desire to be productive, they create what THEY want, they do as THEY please.
You've heard boomers say something like "chase your dreams!" or something, but thats a goy application of this, whatever machenic desire is imprinted on them by the hollywood machine propagates through their psyches like a virus, suddenly their grand dreams amount to nothing more than being a niggerball player, or beating a goldeneye level in 60 fucking seconds, its laughable.
So find make what YOU want to make, and do only what YOU want to do
>>83287
typical goyGPT resonse kys niggerbot

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End your life at your earliest convenience. You are a degenerate mind-fucked retard.
Your brain is fried getting mad about SNCA.
Justice is fake. Nobody cares. If you were an elite you’d be raping kids too.

 â„–83290[Quote]

You’re gonna wake up one day with desires to have sex with your mom and you’re going to act on them because deep down that is what you want. If you even think this doesn’t apply to you, you’re stupid, and should get back on the chemicals again until you figure it out. Otherwise you should delete this post, since you’re obviously a poser. I’ll see you when you’ve figured your stuff out and stopped blaming Jewish people for all of your problems. It’s good to sleep for at least 8 hours and not be masturbating constantly, but you already know that, just like how you know you want to defile your own mother. It’s built into your mind. So stop being retarded. You are supposed to be past that, unless your entire post was a liar. You goddamn liar. Liars are people I hate.

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>>83289
>raping children is SNCA.

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>>>83290
>>>83289
these were made by a retarded nigger DNI

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>>83286 (OP)
>>83288
drug induced shermanic trvth nvkes

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>>83289
hello fed

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>>83286 (OP)
The goyim will clap for whatever their leaders do. Be it moloch worship or hanging pedos from trees to them it doesn't really matter. If tomorow let's say somebody let's say Vance couped Trump over being a pedo and being blackmaild by the kikes then hanged him from the balcony of the White house the goyim would cheer it on. They would also cheer on executing every pedo by a presidential order from Vance. They would never care that technocapital would only do that as means to further their own power and that (((they))) don't actualy care about it. They would be incapable to act againts their now sole overlords. They then would and will live in the pod and they would and will be happy.
The masses have always cheered on whatever happened be it the holocaust or the creation of israel. Only the Overman has morality the masses never have.

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You’re fucking insane nigga and I wish I was joking. Have you stopped for a moment to think where all of this has lead you? I already know the answer and it’s NOWHERE. You are rambling to yourself about snca and think there’s some hidden meaning when there isn’t, you just refuse to participate in being a normal human being and instead delude yourself with this shit.
<REDDIT SPACE
Get help, like no seriously you need to tell this to a doctor and not the bald men wearing glasses website. Make fun of me for saying this but in this case, you really need someone to tell you that what you’re thinking is unhealthy, and I’m not even talking about the killing, you need to help your own body and mind. You should seek to improve yourself, instead of wasting it like this.

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>you just refuse to participate in being a normal human being
go back

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I'm turning this into a big snca manifesto btw.

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>>83364
Bro wrote the entire bible on here frfr ong đź’€

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>>83286 (OP)
>I kept taking more and more LSA and doing it more often

you psychonauts are all retarded niggers. look at you, stuffing flower seeds full of pesticides and dyes you bought from Lowe's down your gullet, all for the chance of getting a shitty Temu knockoff LSD trip. if you were as enlightened as you thought you were, you would've just ordered Robocough pills on Amazon for 20 bucks and had a real mans trip.

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>>83286 (OP)
im sure the flower seeds enlightened you buddy

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>>83377
tsmt
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you should be careful with psychedelics. a lot of people have hacked their minds open and are unable to close them again. you might think this is a good thing, and that this is 'enlightenment' but it is a false attainment. if you don't have a good control over your mind you can easily go completely insane (which you kind of sound like. please don't shoot up a school). while i do agree with some of your sentiments, if you take this line of logic too far or put in in the hands of a man who is mentally unwell you could easily make a don quixote tilting at innocents because of "muh justice". at the end of the day the justice the state offers could work were the state not rusted through by corruption. the alternative you present is vigilantism or mob justice, which works very well at culling undesirables from the gene pool but will doubtlessly kill many polite citizens who find themselves at the wrong place at the wrong time. both of these systems have tradeoffs, and i suppose the question we have to ask ourselves is if we would rather pedophiles, rapists, and murders falling through the cracks, or if you would rather random innocents getting killed at the emotional whims of the goyim.
<
in any case, you should start a spiritual practice to ensure your mind doesn't get away from you, and to ensure demons don't corrupt your logic.

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>>83379
forgot image award
<orgianole

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>>83288
this is also untrue. libido is the creative energy god gave to all people under the sun. when you get good at a video game, it isnt da JOOOOOOOS mind-controlling you, its you wielding your libido to enact your will and create something new, in this case you are 'creating' greater skill at counter-strike.
<
i also find your take on the "chase your dreams" platitude interesting. isn't that phrase instructing you to make what YOU want to make and DO what you want to do? i could easily spit your logic back at you when you tell me to do what i want.
>erm… you don't actually want to do/make that… you were just programmed by ZOG to think that way.
<
the problem is the average person has been raised to be a lemming. this is the only way society can function at large methinks, if everyone were truly individual they would realize the greater "state" really doesnt do anything to benefit them or their children and their best interest is to focus on life at the city-level. truly, nationalism is a cancer on the individual. when will people realize that the needs of the one should be balanced with the many, and a society based in one extreme or the other is bound to blow up?

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>>83379
man, ppl really just b typin shit
If you had read it you would've known LSA didn't 'help' me
>You think that some part of the puzzle will click when you take them and in the moment it certainly feels that way but really they're not doing shit!
The next two paragraphs detail how it limited my executive functions and turned me into a goyim, until it wore off and I returned to baseline.
Did you have AI summarize my post for you? Thats the only way your take makes sense.
>>83381
>when will people realize that the needs of the one should be balanced with the many, and a society based in one extreme or the other is bound to blow up?
Methinks goldeneye 64 sppedrunning is a jewish psyop for several reasons
Modernism extends back to the french revolution, which was not the 'will of the people' upsetting order but disgruntled merchants and exiled aristocrats, and the way in which it was done was by a structural revolution
the definition of society is some external structure which guides our desire, normally you'd have these desires be pro-social, and the group will define moral good to be the same as pro-social behavior
However because the revolutionaries were not part of a society, but lived in a metropolis, and because killing the king didn't evaporate, for instance, the stigma surrounding de Sade, their conclusion was that society itself was oppressing them, not the king
this idea of inverting the acceptable flows of desire has since become the foundation for post-structuralism, communism and transhumanism
<example space
the reason why Judith Butler argues sex=gender in 'gender trouble' has nothing to do with biology.
She is simply applying a post-structuralist lens to the findings of biology, and arguing that the structuralist inferences, such as 'men have testicles', are indeed inferences
the reason sex=gender to her is that, because these inferences are normative, they thus perpetuate 'cisgender heteronormative capitalism'
And the only way to overthrow capitalism is of course to indoctrinate your children and change xeir gender
>tangent over space
the reason then why I take issue with media is that a lot of it is made as propaganda for this post-structuralist inversion
the aim of goldeneye 64 speedrunning isn't to speedrun, or actually get the best time, thats more of a sidequest.
The goal is to keep you playing that same level over and over again and delaying the release of libido.
If you released that libido by boxing it would take less time. Its like the difference between jerking or having sex, and gooning for hours on end.
The goal of this consumerist gooning is to make you impotent and invert your pro-social moral values.

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its finished

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>>83419
what the fuck are you talking about in this entire pdf

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>>83419
holy kek this might be a funny read

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>>83419
inb4 shooting spree

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>>83424
>what the fuck are you talking about in this entire pdf
Good, Evil, Bill Gates, Epstein, De Sade and finally James Bond, Marvel, The Triumph of the Will and Battleship Potemkin.
Also, lots of gooning with a side of ejaculation
Its a theory of everything without much structure
>>83426
Nooooo, I transheart big snca manifestos BUT I'd never EVER do anything violent, I promise.

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>>83427
op are you saying that you want us to never goon or to goon to misaki

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>>83428
never EVER goon. No hands, no porn, only INSTANT climaxing is tolerated.
Anything else ist verboten! For details consult the pdf.

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>>83427
>a theory of everything

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>>83419
I read all 12 pages of your snca manifesto. I just felt like it lacked a conclusion? I agree with your perspective on good and evil, I partially agree with your reasoning for why Bill Gates would take a flight on the lolita express, your view on the french revolution and gooning. I understand these in concept, I'm just not sure what actionable idea all that was supposed to lead to.

 â„–83434[Quote]

Not a bad read for a manifesto from an imageboard. You did come to the right conclusion that the main problem with modern culture is that it is made for consumption but you touched a lot of topics for a 12 page document and just suddenly arrived at the end. You should invest your time in learning how to write and structure your thoughs better then revise this little 'festo of yours.

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>>83433
That's a problem you won't find many answers for anywhere, at least if you are searching for new ones. You can find many old one to pick out of but not new ones.

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>>83435
wouldn't that classify your manifesto as slop, byur own standards? if you're not providing any new ideas and simply regurgitating the same ideas, how does that differ from watching James Bond? I use that as an example because its an example you gave in the latter parts of the pdf.

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>>83435
I'm this guy not OP >>83434 >>83435
You are right it could be argued that there is no difference between the two besides that one is slop for goyim, the other for intelectuals. It could also be questioned if there have ever been a new idea made by humans, but that is a much too great question for this place. The fact is that the only new ideologie after ww2 has been the various forms of accelorationism which is very much eschatonic in it's nature. Besides that there have only been stagnation. Maybe that shows that the end is near and we have found all ideas or maybe we just haven't searched hard enough for a new one.
No one really has found an answer to reality ever you know. Some say it's all vanity some say the journey is the importnat part. Humans do want to create things, it's in us so we should at least try to make things in my belief and don't just give up.

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>>83433
I thought about giving it some conclusion and promoting my special brand of autism (monarchism) but I think that would invalidate a lot of it
instead of being an analysis of the elites it would become just another manifesto that promotes some ideolgy
the most interesting part of Kazynskys manifesto was never the eco-anarchist terrorism, it was 'the motives of scientists'
Even if I had given it some conclusion or ended it with a specific policy proposal etc, most people would've ignored it anyway, I think
>>83434
for the above reasons I don't think i'll ever add a conclusion, but some ideas deserve a footnote or addendum
>>83436
>>83439
The idea being new or not doesnt really matter, what matter is how familiar you are with it and if you already agree.
On top of this, the message in a piece of media can't be boiled down to just an idea; we can have 2 movies that express the same idea differently, the central message is more like the 'structure' of the film
>example autism space
L'appartement and Being John Malkovitch are both romance movies with the same Naturalist (dont exceed your station) ideology but appear radically different
This is because of directorial choices and how the narrative is structured. L'appartement gives us false hope for the fortunes of our characters only to rip it away at the last moment, while Being John Malkovitch tells you up-front almost that its characters will amount to nothing, and you spend the entire in suspense for when, not if, they will fuck up.
The most important thing imo, is that a non-slop piece of media is disagreeable

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Shit like this is why I’ll never take drugs

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>>83419
>writes out 12 pages of random nigger babble talking about how “xi xiself see the world FOR WHAT IT TRULY IS!!!” and thinks it’s gonna do shit
You know what, I take back everything I said. Keep being a lunatic autistic retard and remove yourself from the gene pool. Why am I even typing, you already have!
<KEK ITS GEMMY
I like how you don’t even come up with a conclusion either and agree it would be bad. You’re worse than the people you describe in the preface because at least they have a goal with their retardation. By not having a conclusion you’re just admitting what you wrote doesn’t mean shit and only serves to make you “feel” smarter, like seriously what is anyone supposed to do with this
KEEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKK

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>>83473
I DO see the VVQRLD for what it is and SQMETHING vvill happen.

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https://megalodon.jp/2026-0318-0145-09/https://soyjak.st:443/r9k/src/1773689645176g-1.pdf
>>83419
chived

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These images make me want to goon, stop trying to break my nofap streak

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Last para is facts, you might have fried your brain a little with the drugs but you clearly aren't insane.
You also recognize that your drug use is a problem, which it is, so go get it checked out. The elites are evil, but the average doctor has no stakes in you. He is doing his job, which is to help people, and you definitely need it. Being on the brink of drug induced mental collapse while also hating the elites and thinking of violence is a dangerous combination, it is only reasonable to want those who rape, kill and cannibalise with no remorse dead, but if you try to be the executioner yourself you will get shot down and labelled as another crazed gunman radicalised by an imageboard. Don't do it. Go get help, make positive changed in your life, and try to rebel in the smaller ways that won't get you shut down or labeled crazy like Ted.

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>>83491
>but the average doctor has no stakes in you. He is doing his job
here it should continue
>which is meeting his quota for zoloft, opiate and ritalin prescriptions, otherwise the pharmacy will be left with a stockpile
idk man I feel like wanting to kill people is pretty normal, or should be if you have a cortisol spike

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>>83494
wanting to is normal, like you said if you have a cortisol spike you want to tear out the throat of the person that caused it, or smash a hole through your computer screen/desk

the issue is that the drugs and the mindrape caused by drug abuse might make OP actually do it, and then they are in big trouble because if they go after (((them))) they will be shot and nobaldi will ever hear of it, and if they attack a nophono they will get thrown in jail
<legibility space
i guess your point about doctors is true, i forgot about that. I wasn't necessarily talking about taking meds, they might make it worse, I meant seeking professional advice on stopping the drug addiction and maybe help with the perma migraine, ofc they would have to research any meds offered and reject them if its just goycattle control pills

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>>83454
I don't think a conclusion would invalidate your manifesto, if anything it would validate it further. The frog guy IS leaking but hes also partially right, your ideas should be actionable. If not, they're simply mental masturbation. Sure it might be disagreeable and make somebaldi leak, however that isn't productive. Which I find rather ironic, considering how a major point of your manifesto is how consumerism/gooning is bad. I find it amusing how you can't spot the irony there.

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>>83505
>I don't think a conclusion would invalidate your manifesto, if anything it would validate it further. The frog guy IS leaking but hes also partially right, your ideas should be actionable. If not, they're simply mental masturbation. Sure it might be disagreeable and make somebaldi leak, however that isn't productive. Which I find rather ironic, considering how a major point of your manifesto is how consumerism/gooning is bad. I find it amusing how you can't spot the irony there.
brootal
I'll think about it. Well I considered it already before posting it, but monarchism is megacringe so I cant seriously end it on that, plus it isnt possible anyways.


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