/r9k/ - ROBOT9999

I really hate that I was born in america. I hate that I was introduced to porn early. I hate that I have been eating goyslop since I was a caca. I hate that I have lived on the internet for most of my life and wasted my youth. I hate how unintelligent I am. I hate that niggers and joooos are ruining everything. I don't want to be a normie, but I don't want to be a lazy gamer gooner retard either, and I don't want to kill myself. I just wish I could start my life over again and be born in a different country.
What advice am I seeking? I don't know, I don't know what to do. I have no life goals because da jooos ruined everything or however my clitty leakage goes.