№82152[Quote]
My life is so empty and bleak. All my luck ran out in the last lifetime. I don’t even have a sense of self when I look in the mirror, I just see a very unfortunate man. I don’t like the flesh I'm in, the circumstances I have inherited, or the way I lead my life. Everything feels cold and predetermined, and free will doesn’t exist anymore. I no longer feel pain for tangible reasons like not having more money, or friends, or a girlfriend, but I feel like my spirit has been destroyed. Every day I walk around and nothing is the same. Everything feels foreign to me like I’m in the wilderness, but I still repeat the same schedule and interact with the same people I have always known. Every moment of the day it feels like the walls are closing in on me, leading me to an inevitable fate of suffering. My vices to cope with this is sleeping, eating, browsing the shardee and gooning, but every time I repeat these activities, what little joy is left keeps fading away. Eventually I will have nothing, on top of accomplishing nothing and being a no one.
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Should I consider jew therapy and meds or avoid it at all costs?
№82153[Quote]
my shit is fucked too, i relapsed to porn not that long ago and some of my fears regarding it came back up. i don't know what to say but personally i'm not bothering with a therapist or meds
№82174[Quote]
I don't really enjoy anything I do anymore nor can I look forward to the future
№82175[Quote]
get a hobby, fill in that blank time with an interest that you know you enjoy