/r9k/ - ROBOT9999

how are you even losing at life? get a grip of yourself. you understand your issues so you could find your solutions

at least you (presumably) weren't as fucked up by porn as i was for 5 years to where you're constantly thinking of it, there's always worse

>>82147
i just don't want to do anything except hedonistic things.
i want to do something real with my time.
something thats not mindless consumption.
but nothing fills the void.

>>82146 (OP)
>>82150
The only solution to this is discipline. Get new hobbies and force yourself to do them every single day. Try something creative like art or music, as they don't have many set rules and allow for self-expression.

drug addiction surprisingly cured my depression. I obviously wouldn’t recommend it to anyone but itching for the next high really kept me going

>>82150
Try to find activities that are fun, but still useful.
I'm assuming the major waste of time is going to be doing things online. Try going for walks or visiting museums or something like that, and on your way there if you can take a bus/train leave your phone at home and bring a book.

>>82158
like he said its about discipline, try making small changes until your mind gets used to them and enjoys them more. Separate an hour of your day before you would go to bed and force yourself to read. Even if you fall asleep early, at least you didn't stay up late on your phone. Art or any other creative venue is a good way to spend your time

>>82146 (OP)
>Can't develop skills or better myself.
thats not true. baiting everybaldi on da shardee is a skill