Life with bpd, even if it's not severe is hell.I am in remission, but I still feel empty and depressed every one or two weeks, sometimes for three days straight.Worst of all, I'm being randomly mean and rude to my irl best friend for no reason sometime

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Chud jixlcevj 02/08/26 (Sun) 00:50:59 №80852 [Quote]

Life with bpd, even if it's not severe is hell.
I am in remission, but I still feel empty and depressed every one or two weeks, sometimes for three days straight.
Worst of all, I'm being randomly mean and rude to my irl best friend for no reason sometimes. He's a soyteen but rarely posts and if anything he lurks on soy and qa.
In spite of all that I still live a fairly normal life. I'm lucky to have supportive family and the aforementioned friend with seemingly endless patience.

Feel free to ask me anything by el way

Chud jixlcevj 02/08/26 (Sun) 02:10:21 №80855 [Quote]

do you collect images on people you're obsessed with or is that me

Chud jixlcevj 02/08/26 (Sun) 07:31:47 №80874 [Quote]

>>80855
No I don't
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Chud jixlcevj 02/08/26 (Sun) 12:15:23 №80885 [Quote]

If you're not a woman you don't have "bpd" stop whining

Chud jixlcevj 02/08/26 (Sun) 12:33:02 №80886 [Quote]

Is BPD curable? Do you have any plans to stop having bpd?

Chud jixlcevj 02/08/26 (Sun) 13:13:30 №80887 [Quote]

>If you're not a woman you don't have "bpd" stop whining
I should stay quiet and listen to you, you truly know everything. I kneel…

>>80886
From what I was told no, they just treat your symptoms with meds and therapy until they lessen. What helps is talking to people in person and when I have self-destructive urges I remind myself that what I'm feeling isn't normal. Being invested in some kind of interest or work helps a lot too.
Like I said, I'm in remission for a couple of years now. The worst aspects of the condition have disappeared. I'm still working on controlling the things I mentioned before.

Chud jixlcevj 02/08/26 (Sun) 13:21:20 №80888 [Quote]

I also suspect myself of bpd, though my episodes last usually in months and the peak can be about a week. I hate it too, worst part really is lashing out at people you actually care about.
Have you thought about meds? As you said, bpd isn't curable as it is written in your genes. I know about people with bpd that fell into alcoholism or niggerweed or other forms of addictions, and it's hell. I wanted to try meds so I don't fall into it too, but I am scared to get diagnosed.

Chud jixlcevj 02/08/26 (Sun) 14:26:09 №80889 [Quote]

>>80888
I feel you. No, I have refused meds and had only gone to therapy. Really, finding something meaningful and interesting to do basically eradicated depression and exposure to social situations and socializing made anxiety a lot less worse. I had also noticed that I no longer lash out as much as I did, specially smash things.

Imo I only succeeded because I had the will & patience to do it. But yeah some people just give up and become junkies. Look no further than the anorexic self harm xitter faggots.

Chud jixlcevj 02/08/26 (Sun) 15:12:28 №80890 [Quote]

>>80889
I'm glad for you man. I also started picking up new hobbies, I try to not interact as much with the shitty thoughts so I don't spiral back into it. It's hard, but like you said it's the right way to do it.
Did therapy help? Would you recommend it? I heard mixed opinions, for some it saved lives for some it was just waste of money. Where I am the wait times are either months or you gotta pay a lot, so it's a big commitment.

Chud jixlcevj 02/08/26 (Sun) 17:24:36 №80900 [Quote]

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>>80890
That's good, keep it up. See if you can find anyone who shares your interests so you can talk about them. Hobbies involving any kind of creating like drawing, crafting, etc. are very rewarding imo.
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And yeah therapy semi-helped. It really depends on the therapist but specially how much of your personal life you're willing to share. Getting things off your chest helps a lot.
Then again, a simple good friend could be the best therapist as long as the said friend is trustworthy and patient. So my advice to you would be to try to pull yourself out of the mud if you can, otherwise seek therapy if the therapist is good and you are willing to spend money.

Chud jixlcevj 02/08/26 (Sun) 17:25:18 №80901 [Quote]

>>80900
*creation
Fuck my ESL life

Chud jixlcevj 02/08/26 (Sun) 21:18:55 №80908 [Quote]

do/did you have a fp

Chud jixlcevj 02/11/26 (Wed) 01:38:50 №81054 [Quote]

>>80908
Yes, my irl friend

Chud q6u8^ida 02/13/26 (Fri) 22:23:24 №81258 [Quote]

>>81054
was it a woman