my own mental processes are so foreign that the guys who would be just like me, cant relate to mi.In my quest to be more intellectual I'm constantly questioning my biases and other's opinions to the point where I'm a contrarian. Even though I have lots o

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this website has utterly raped my mind Chud 02/05/26 (Thu) 19:13:29 №80675 [Quote]

my own mental processes are so foreign that the guys who would be just like me, cant relate to mi.
In my quest to be more intellectual I'm constantly questioning my biases and other's opinions to the point where I'm a contrarian. Even though I have lots of internalized, unquestioned beliefs I got from the Sharty, with no way to express them aside brainrot-esque memes.
Being unserious all the time is a habitual way of masking my autism; if I say something retarded then people will probably assume its a joke.
My instinct is to suddenly repeat internet memes (and then not explain them). For example, someone will say "yeah, communists are pretty rude.." and I will say "Even though commieARYANS won and Hitler was a socialist"
My brother says he can't possibly conceive of my worldview or ideology (even though thats just because normgoychattle cant think beyond stereotypes) and I've been accused of typing "nonlucidly", and another group accused me of being an AI.
The one guy I met that's almost as much of a sperg as I just quotes instagram fakecel memes like "an foid"
My friends know me as the guy who showed everyone soyjaks and gigachads at church.
My mind is so scattered

Chud 02/05/26 (Thu) 19:25:10 №80676 [Quote]

I have a hard time expressing myself in a timely manner. I'm very hyperbolic and tell lots of half-truths. Sometimes I ruminate for days and then tell people my life is SOOOO sad and everyone is SOOOO mean to mi. But it's not completely true.