/r9k/ - ROBOT9999

maybe, also you should try remembering the worst stuff you gooned to
that should help with abstaining from it

>>80643 (OP)
no gooning- don't even be horny. you'll become normal eventually

also i hope you have some SHAME, nigger. don't goon to gay shit

>>80643 (OP)
Quit porn for a month or two. After that point your brain will crave sexual pleasure so much that it will goon to anything. Then you either stop gooning until you have sex with someone you love, or go to some normie porn site and goon to normal porn.

I hate myself for testing my OCD by looking up real legal stuff (wich is harmless but still extremely messed up and nasty) and not being able to sleep a whole night after watching some gross tranime I don't wanna share the details of

>>80646
This is my plan pretty much. I just hope that sexual tension would come back and be high enough to fix it. Does it take at least 1+ month to appear?

>>80649
From my experience it gets slightly easier by the first week but it's not enough to truly cure it.
Firstly try talking in your head about how what you're watching (vanilla porn) is sexy and hot and shit like that, and how you'd like to do that. Then when you get the urge to goon to weird fetishes, say something like "I do not like this. This is disgusting and immoral. I'd much rather have sex with a woman I love". You get the gist of it.

>>80650
Remember, consistency is the only way to do it. If you fail, get back on track as soon as possible, as it's better to fail a day than two.

>>80650
Does talking with myself help with willpower or will it actually help rewrite my brain to make fetishes less appealing?

>>80653
It helps with rewiring your brain. Basically the gooner talk is there to cement your mind into thinking that normal sex is good, and the second one addresses the fact that you may still find fetishes attractive. It works especially well after a month of no gooning, since the brain is basically on square 1 and can be easily shaped into liking certain things.
If you want to solve the former (help with willpower), try this video. I'd say it's pretty solid.

>>80657
Okay. Thanks for all the advice, man.

>>80660
You're welcome. Just remember that once you're fully done gooning to normal porn you should quit it altogether. It won't do you well in the long run

>>80650
not OP, but should i be worried about my relapse yesterday?
i've had a past of carelessly gooning to drawn/tranime 'p, not out of some actual fetish or paraphilia as it sickens me whenever i remember it
though i relapsed to some tranime sisa who's meant to be around 16 to 19, it's a dumb thing to worry about but i don't want to regress back to how i was
i apologize for this retarded question, though i have a less retarded one in store:
how long should it take for my brain to eventually fully rewire from my addiction? i'm in my early 20s if that matters whatsoever

>>80662
It's gonna take as long to recover as you keep thinking about it. You have to forgive yourself for what you've done no matter how bad you think it was.
Whenever these thoughts come into your head, don't fight them or try to defend yourself by coming up with excuses. Just accept them and forgive yourself for who you used to be. Eventually you will stop thinking about it and forget.

>>80663
thank you, i think that's what i needed to hear

>>80664
Same even doe i had been struggling with 100% pure Jartynigger stuff

>>80662
Hello, I'm the guy you responded to
From what I understand, you just carelessly goon to anime girls without checking their age. If it's hardcore 'p where the girls don't reach the double digits, then you need genuine medical/spiritual support, but if it's girls who look like adults then that's just your brain activating itself. By 16 girls have wider hips and fully formed breasts, so this isn't as troubling as you think it is, especially if you're only in your early 20's (at least in my European opinion). Your brain is just forming a certain image and you goon to it.
<goon reddit
I think all you need to do is quit porn altogether. Don't worry about your relapse and get back on track ASAP, the sooner the better. Your actual issue seems to be caused by your brain's pattern recognition and not a genuine moral perversion (though gooning to porn is a moral perversion).
HOWEVER, and I can't stress this enough, if you find something like picrel attractive, then you absolutely DO need help. Talking to anyone at that point is a necessity. I recommend a church or a therapist you can meet in person, as that desire may be rooted in trauma and deeper fetishism. There are even hotlines for people like that.
Hope you get yourself on the right track.

Also >>80663 is great advice. Don't guilt yourself and just go back where you started, maybe with a new plan or two. Take your failure as an opportunity to learn and use it to reach your goal

>>80643 (OP)
eat good food listen to aajonus vonderplantiz
you are less likely to goon (personal anecdote) when u eat healthier due to prolactin or something of that sort (goon -> prolactin, prolactin inhibits GnRH meaning u will look le ugly also uhhh body thinks its heccin dying so it tries to get you to reproduce quickly GO GO GO!)

You'll be fine
Stop watching porn

4cuck bait thread o algo

>>80687
i might be a little late on replying to you, but thanks for the info dump.
yeah i think it was me acting out of carelessness, i also have no attraction to that picture or anything similar to that.
but i've had bad memories of having gooned to lolishit and similar drawn 'p recklessly before, which actually makes me sick when i get flashbacks to it.
<reddit space
i never even looked up tags for it, but i got reckless enough with specific characters where it happened more than a few times throughout the years i was severely addicted to porn.
it seemed way more compulsive than an actual attraction, i had a stupid habit where i used to ignore the worst parts of what i gooned to, instead of getting off of the page and finding something else.
the worst of what i remember actually agitates my stomach, so it's something that haunts me rather than something i have an actual paraphilia for as i said in my other post.
<reddit space
there were also some teenaged characters where i should've known the ages, but i was stupid enough to treat them like any other ones i fapped to and i tried not thinking of that part, which is also something that haunts me quite a bit. like i said i think it was only under a horribly compulsive addiction as that made me fuck up with stuff i'd heavily regret afterwards.
>>80688
trvke, that is a good approach and i'll be taking it

>>80693
aajonus vonaryan

>>80722
When i was early 16 i started to have a messed up OCD based around pedophilia and faggotory. I didn't know what i was suffering from so i actually decided to actually look up some legal movie scene that is so sick to watch to watch on purpose wich also was on a porn side for some reason and a day later or so I did another test by writing some femdom story on an ai wich involved some gross fetishes and i think i was haunted by some pedophilic image in my head at the same time. It later got away somehow but it still traumatized me alot. However i developed addictions in the same way most people here do and they got worse from time to time. I got eventually addicted to femdom tranime and whatnot. At some point i got through a very rough time in my life and decided to watch some extremely sick tranime wich didn't let me sleep the whole night.

I had been suffering from addictions until pretty recently and i currently turned 18. My mind feels better now although and i'm started to feel extremely grossed out torwards that stuff although the OCD persists for the most part.

First, try to goon as little as possible. I'm not talking about months-long nofap streaks. Instead, just reduce the frequency as much as you can. Beating your meat once a week is completely normal.
Second, start lifting weights, eat a high protein high carb low fat diet and take 2,000 IUs of vitamin D daily. I'm serious. I was EPI'd by the internet too and I used to goon to weird stuff too. Then I did what I just told you to do and my testosterone went through the roof, and suddenly I don't need a drawing from rule34 with the precise tags that I like to get off anymore, I can just look at a photograph of a naked woman with big tits and jerk off while imagining myself having rough passionate sex with her.

>First, try to goon as little as possible. I'm not talking about months-long nofap streaks. Instead, just reduce the frequency as much as you can. Beating your meat once a week is completely normal.

No it's not don't even try to touch your pecker because it can revive your addiction.

>I can just look at a photograph of a naked woman with big tits and jerk off while imagining myself having rough passionate sex with her.

I'd obviously rather do that then gooning any r34 tranime garbage but not ideal

>>80739
I do workout, but I struggle to get enough protein and sometimes calories. After being stuck for a long time being underweight, I more or less managed to start gaining weight. I feel like I am also making little progress… Whenever I workout I just want to kill myself from how little weight I lift, from how little pull-ups I can do. I am just so fucking weak. Not sure what am I doing wrong that I am still that pathetic.

>>80744
>Whenever I workout I just want to kill myself from how little weight I lift, from how little pull-ups I can do

I usually try to lift as much as possible in both home and the gym. However i feel humiliated because of my height and being less stronger then many others

>>80745
Same, that's why I workout at home. That also saves a lot of time and is cheaper. How tall are you, btw?

>>80748
>Same, that's why I workout at home. That also saves a lot of time and is cheaper.

Yes but working out at the gym seems more effective to me

>How tall are you, btw?

Around 1,71 meters.

>>80749
>Yes but working out at the gym seems more effective to me
Gym definetly has more equipment. And probably higher quality.
>Around 1,71 meters.
Technically that shouldn't be much below average in most countries and short guys would be more interested in gym, but still I see so much tall guys in the gym.