/r9k/ - ROBOT9999

>>80321 (OP)
you're a truecel I dont know any other advice i can give than become religious so you dont go insane being alone and use the motivation to work hard and become rich, you atleast have access to the internet, an electronic device and a roof over your head, enough to do stuff with the internet and try to succeed
In a capitalist world, if you're a truecel balding short indian janitor, the only way to become a human and be loved is to be rich

>87 iq
>extremely high neuroticism and high inhibition
>>anxiety disorder
Those are things you can change atleast compared to your physical looks. To become smarter, study and practice STEM subjects, math and computer science, they increase your intelligence while giving you discipline and something to be focused on so you're happier and the skills can bring you moneuy, its a win win.
Also grow your AMCC, which is a brain part you can literally grow and make stronger, like hitting the gym for your brain, the stronger your amcc easier it is to do hard tasks such as studying difficult subjects.
For anxiety and mental problems, go to therapy if you can afford it, if you cant atleast try to get meds someway
>probably not making it to 30 since i have frequent heart palpitations and chest pain
Neurotic delusions, unless a real doctor said that you're just being paranoid and thinking overly negatively, i suffer from this too

>>80322
>become religious
if there is a god, then i hate him for cursing me with this garbage existence

>become rich
i dont really care about money, material doesnt make me happy

>the only way to become a human and be loved is to be rich
i dont want someone whos only gonna be with me cause of money

>>80323
i failed algebra 1 i think stem subjects are out of the question and i dont want to be a coder or mathemetician anyway

>>80324
then i see no other realistic way of you fixing yourself or becoming happy, ugliness gets worse with age and some magic key to life isnt gonna drop out of the sky

>>80324
maybe focus on hobbies/interests you have so you're a bit happier, the flow state brings a lot of satisfaction to people

>>80324
>i dont want someone whos only gonna be with me cause of money
Having money allows for your personality and who you are deep inside to shine. People finally pay attention to you because you're rich and still love you for you who you are. Having rich increases your probabilties of finding love and the perfect one. Even if you had good looks, imagine people trying to date you because of your good looks, but being rich or good looking simply increases the probability of finding the one. Makes your search easier
Also even if someone secretly dates you because of your money and doesnt really love you like piers morgan atleast your bloodline will have beautiful genetics entering it, deincelling your bloodline
>i failed algebra 1 i think stem subjects are out of the question
Failure, confusion and feeling stupid are always part of the process of learning, but the most important aspect is that you must care and seems you dont, then maybe find other ways to have a successful life, having nothing to do all day is incredibly depressing its better to have a goal and a vision

Bait everyphono fell for

>>80321 (OP)
Bro was born on max difficulty 💀💀💀🥀🥀

do heroin, meth, crack, alcohol anything you get your hands on.
you're cursed to be here might as-well have fun.
im like super pro sobriety but if youre this miserable just have fun until you run out of money and then do something drastic before the consequences come.

get a hobby?

>>80321 (OP)
OP how much sleep do you get if I may know?

You’re Aryan

im 5'3 . still doing better than you. just get in the gym, get outside and get praying.

>>80324
The worst thing you can do in your position is to dig yourself deeper into a delusional hatred or everything and everyone, including yourself. That's what the BP is, and I can tell you as someone who was depressed a few years ago that crying over yourself all the time is only going to make your life worse. Find something that makes you happy, like a hobby or a nerdy community. Anything is better than nothing in your case.
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>if there is a god, then i hate him for cursing me with this garbage existence
God isn't here to give us comfort, but to make us grow as people, and the only way for people to grow is to suffer. Everyone has their own path in life, and you got the one you're in right now. The only thing you have to do now is to try a bunch of things and to see what sticks. For example, since I'm quite short, I discovered that I'm better at playing the mandolin, since my fingers are proportionally average to my body. For reference imagine if you squished a guitar neck and put it on the ukulele. The frets are very close to each other, but I can be more precise about where I place my fingers.
This little tangent was to tell you that you should try turning your weaknesses into your strengths. The world is varied and filled with many people, you'd definitely find something that fits you.
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>i dont really care about money, material doesnt make me happy
What does then? Not to sound like there is no other option, I'd just like to hear what you think
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>i dont want someone whos only gonna be with me cause of money
Honestly you should try working on yourself for now. Having someone who loves you isn't the end-all-be-all solution most people here think it is. Get your shit together, then try talking to people.
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>i failed algebra 1 i think stem subjects are out of the question and i dont want to be a coder or mathemetician anyway
How about arts or music? These are more about what you think than what can you figure out. Again, try different things and see what sticks.

>>80366
i didn't make this thread for advice dude, ive heard all this shit already and to be honest i really just cant be helped at this point

my self hatred started when i was in elementary school its so deeply ingrained into my brain that i feel absolutely nothing even when i receive compliments or get hyped up

>>80367
>ive heard all this shit already and to be honest i really just cant be helped at this point
I believe there is still hope for you. Never think that you can't be helped, maybe you need someone else or a different mindset. Though it's usually the latter that people like you need.
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>my self hatred started when i was in elementary school its so deeply ingrained into my brain that i feel absolutely nothing even when i receive compliments or get hyped up
Dude you NEED to talk to someone about this. It can be a therapist, it can be a priest, it can even be a family member. It's not normal to hold a grudge against yourself for this long, assuming that you're 18 and over. At this point seek Christ and talk to someone. Seriously.

hit the gym or ropemaxx