>>80127 (OP)
>my moms upset heard myself throwing up Why wouldn't she assume you're sick? Why wouldn't you say that you're feeling sick?
>she is scared and concerned for meAt least you got a caring mother.
>I got a little bulimic You don't get a little bulimic, bulimia is a repeated pattern of compulsion followed by purging. But it's ok. You can puke, but I can tell you it does not work anyway.
If you want to lose fat, it's better to start a diet and exercise, because throwing up will not do anything for you. You will just ruin your throat doing that. You need to change your habits. Don't give up on the treadmill too, you will make it anon.