/r9k/ - ROBOT9999

also, gonna drop this as novelty/attention bait

>>79089 (OP)
i took iq tests on the web and they all said 120. one said 130 something. i'm undiagnosed autistic. but i heard iq tests on the internet are unreliable so i might just be average autistic

im a sperg with an IQ in the 88th percentile which means im hitler's right hand man
and i have inattentive adhd so my grades are ass
i dont have meds to take
i lost my creativity at some point
i dont consider myself intelligent because i dont read enough and my worldview is fucked up from the sharty
i often think about suicide
any questions?

>>79093
i hope you're doing well in life o algx.

my whole life has been baiting boomers into thinking that i have potential but now i cant do anything "smart"

>>79094
honestly I don't know if I'm doing well in life

>>79096
as long as you're happy and having fun.

i go to a prestigious university (freshman) and it makes me feel like a genius
the other day the biology teacher was trying to explain the pH scale. Decreasing 1 point on the scale on the acidic side means there are 10x as many hydronium ions in the solution. She asks the class, "if we go from 7 pH to 5 pH, how much more ions will we have? 10x? 100x? 1000x?" And half the class got it wrong.
I'm legitimately sad that all the high IQ people are just not reproducing meanwhile half the babies my mother delivers as a nurse are children of 16yo black girls, with the father not present of course.
I watched Idiocracy a month ago and it genuinely disturbed me because thats what India actually looks like, and the premise of low IQ people breeding out all high IQ genes was too realistic

This genuently baited me, I have fucking PTSD from r/gifted. KILL YOURSELF DISGUSTING 4CUCKER, IQ IS NOT REAL ITS AN ONE DIMENSIONAL MEASUREMENT THAT HOMOGENIZES PEOPLE, MOST PEOPLE WITH HIGH IQ AND AUTISM INCLUDING MYSELF COULD SLIP OUT AS MENTALLY DISABLED. You stupid fucking Reddit midwit 4cuck nigger
>Le high iQ pepol must have heckin smart interests.
That’s the point you stupid cuck, everybaldi can be high IQ and you can’t just look for Young Sheldon ass stereotypes. iQ doesn’t affect personality etc especially when it comes to NDs. Once you start measuring intelligence by using yourself as highest authority, it’s practically over and cope
>anyone who doesn’t heckin think like me or has other interests can’t be gifted.
The point is that most high iq people are practically normal but try to adapt to stereotypes making them look like pseuds, neurodivergent gifted people are practically useless, because they fail in life and use their iq as a way to cope, like Nazis who use their skin as a heckin way to cope because they have nothing else to be proud of.

Anyways I scored heckin 133 iq on (((Mensa))) wich means absolutely nothing because iq even fails to determine my success but it’s probably affected by AuDHD too. One thing that I have is a meta perspective, that means I can read the thoughts behind a action or post. For example;
>I debate some literal who
>I use technical jargon like a fucking pseud
<He, ev&doe he wrote not as complex in the first texts now starts to write extremely complex and like a turbo pseud
>I see that he got triggered because of my jargon and feels infuriated by it so he tries to come of as "more intelligent"

>>79100
wtf
125 iq mensa, heckin AuDHD too (not just "aspy")
Its very funny to see a lot of "rare" people in this place like this. Indeed, reddit is filled with retarded midwits while sites like this tend to naturally attract neurodivergent/smart people.
Literally confirms suspiciouns that i had. Sharty is filled with smarties? Reddit filled with pseudointellectuals who larp as smarties? Sky is blue?

Like, its obvious that funny ICQ number doesnt 100% correlates with intellegence, but, its predicts intellegence with high accuracy and also corellates with many other positive things in life. Yet, xredditors call IQ racist, evil, mysoginstic, fake, "just a number", "its a test that shows how well you can solve tests" and other types of agresssive-copium-overdose

Its just funny how place with pseudosmart people filled with people who defy basic logic and lunches anyone with downvotes who dares to be wrongthinker or go against hive mind opinion.

here another shiny image cuz i felt like it idk

>>79099
yeah, knowing too much is a gift and curse at the same time
ignorance is bliss as they say
it indeed makes you sometimes feel as different species, alienated
and if you also rolled autism you have to play with extra mechanic called social masking otherwise neurotypicals will put your head onto spearheads because you're too "weird"

i wonder how one is even able to stay "kind" after getting this kind of treatment for just being different, i actively hate most of the humanity now and i wish something would wipe most of it.
Not because im comically evil, but fucking because i was almost lynched as a child and was forced to literally learn how to fight like a epic fighter.

I always tried to solve conflicts logically first, but NT's dont follow logic, they follow instincts and emotions. You cant reason with them. Instead, you must just get red of them like you would get rid off for example.. from annoying mosquito or just rat that climbed into your house and delivers problems. You just beat it until it stops delivering problems. Its actually that easy, where i live getting consequences for physical fights is super rare

>>79095
>>79092
>>79093
Dont worry fellas, life is actually easy. Just stay alive and keep solving problems.
The best suggestion that i can give that will work for 99,998% of humanity is..
Just optimise your biology or body. Go hit gym, get fit, start eating health, go eat your 150g of protein everyday, take supplements.

For anyone chronically depressed, suicidal, low-energy and etc.. if you have high or AT least not retarded intellegence YOU CAN BE BETTER THAN THIS. You're not broken, its just your neurochemistry that tortures you and tries to trick you into killing yourself. Distance yourself from your feelings and just optimise your biology. Feelings are fake and gay, go optimise yourself

>>79111
em, forgot to add something
depression is fake and gay too
its result of sick biology, its metabolic disorder that comes out of metabolic sickness
your body evolved to make your depressed not for the sake of trolling you, but because it was logical to make someone sick to move and do less for better recovery + energy conserving

its just so happens that modern enviroment and modern goyslop + bigpharmasomething makes people sick and then offers goypills as a "cure" (actually disguised chemical lobotomy by doctos)

>>79109
Intelligence =/ wisdom

I thought like you when I was younger, But when you think philosophically you don't have to hate normies anymore. Just like how you cannot hate a rock for falling on you or an animal for attacking you. If a neurotypical individual is stupid, why do you hate them for being stupid, when an animal is even stupider? Lower your expectations of people and you shall not feel anger or betrayal when they don't act correctly.

Also you as an autist must manually learn social dynamics, Social dynamics are very advanced and almost 90% of them are usually carried out by the average persons subconscious. (this is why woman can instantly detect autism, They are extremely practiced in the social foreplay game, and have brains more focused towards being social with higher neuron density in social and language processing areas). Psychology and analysis of why people do things can give you a much stronger understanding of why people do what they do and how to act towards them to make up for the underdevelopedness of the social intelligence part of your brain with the overdeveloped analytical.

>>79107

>ICQ number

how old are you?

I think the appeal that this site has to autists comes mainly from its anonymity and equality. Everything feels like it’s presented for you on a silver plate, while on other platforms it feels like you are consuming from people with a higher position on said sites. There is also no exact theme going on like within a subreddit wich leads to people spamming buzzwords based on contact debt to get a higher "morality" score wich usually only works because soiglucks are a homogeneous group reacting to those buzzwords with rage. For example someone who uses WhatsApp is a Latinx and Shitskins are heckin bad according to the homogeneous group ev&doe you could also be some EuroGQD. You could say Soiglucks aren’t inherently smart but if they are they don’t really obsess over it. I like this site mainly because it doesn’t feels performative and because it’s not trend based wich goes against modern soycial media platforms. I don’t even think this site is inherently a heckin bigoted nazi site since most nazirinos outside of the internet are dumb af. I think the ideology functions mainly as a act of distancing from da normies aswell as a tool for hierarchy, for example there could be a Jeet who has a fairly normal life and a soigluck could immediately devalue xim by generalizing and rationalizing because the ideology offers this really well ev&doe the soicaca is a complete loser.

Reddit on the other hand is just performative wich is immediately shown by their light version sociolect consisting of academic words like "grasp" or "imply" seriously I fucking hate the word grasp just because of them. I consider someone intelligent when they create something valuable or new, this could be anything from art to some philosophical insight and it isn’t exactly tied to IQ since surprisingly many actually mentally disabled people can create fairly good art, by ignoring all the standards for "good art" like realism or tranime xitter slop and making their art only based on their own experiences and feelings and I have a feeling that both ends of the bellcurve fit into this since rules don’t really apply here, sure non-neurodivergent high iq individuals don’t fit into this since they will obsess over math and become some professor cattle later on. Rules and standards get ignored by the "neurodivergent" individual leading to new and unique creations that don’t need to fit into a narrative and that’s where Reddit fails since these pseudo intellectuals only talk about existing slop like nihilism, determinism etc which is completely useless. They are unable to create their own shit because they can’t do it, simply because they are afraid so they adapt the ideas and models of the "heckin old smart man". They also treat philosophy like their toddler politics leading to every philosophical current to have their opposition. Well with that said, I don’t think that the Sharty is "smarter" mainly because of the whole homogeneous thinking but it’s definitely more raw and human and not just some performative slop about determinism and its heckin history sharted out by some 500kg Redditroon

>>>79118
Yeah, I understand what you're trying to say.
I follow the same type of logic. I dont hate "normies" in literall sense, but I them in sense of how I would also dislike when mosquito bites me or steping on a chewed gum.

>>79120
fuck
>>79118
a little fuck up

i’m autistic but unfortunately also have dyscalculia which is the math equivalent of dyslexia. i have had outstanding grades my whole life on anything that is NOT math related. in high school i couldn’t do any of the math given to me and my learning was neglected because the teacher couldn’t comprehend that my brain cannot comprehend numbers. i had to repeat second grade because of my inability to do math even with outstanding grades. i have gotten awards and exclusive scholarship offers due to my grades. the thing is, when i was getting diagnosed with autism and tested for shit that wasn’t autism (late diagnosis, i was 15) an iq test was required. when my diagnosis was finalised it gave me what percentile and age level i was at within my skill set at whichever subject. with math, i had the capability of a 9 year old where as all of my other capabilities were that of a 32+ year old. my iq test came back completely inconclusive due to my math inability. iq doesn’t mean shit

>>79119
Your logic/thinking is indeed logical. I like it.
>sure non-neurodivergent high iq individuals don’t fit into this since they will obsess over math and become some professor cattle later on.
Slight oversimplification, but its ok. Smart people dont always becomes obsessed with numbers, I have some IRL friends who even scored 130-140 IQ, but they dont do much shit in life and we just hang out and do crazy autistic-stuff together.
>They are unable to create their own shit because they can’t do it, simply because they are afraid so they adapt the ideas and models of the "heckin old smart man".
You're right here. People who are naturally built to actually enjoy reddit and unironically use this website for spending time are also naturally more likely to be the ones without actual opinion. They have no ideas or original thoughts, reddit is filled with mindless consumers, goyslopeaters, cattle, they enter hivemind and become part of it and dont even question anything.

People who accept these conditions from the start were not supposed to be inventors or original. Instead of creating something that they sincerely enjoy or saying stuff that they genuily think about they instead focus on shit like "will it give me upvotes?" or "how smug i will be looking while being keyboard warrior on reddit?"

Death of originality. Death of original thought. Full hivemind, full consumption mode. There is reason why this place is filled with midwits and reason why system is perfectly designed to manipulate opinions of the masses (as propaganda tool) and why bots are able to work so well to shape mass-opinion easily. Its a tool of control and they dont even suspect a thing.

>>79123
to add to this - i am 18 now if that matters. i have written code without any knowledge of such, i completely taught myself how to write an automated password hash code cracker using public databases. i used youtube tutorials to get the basics down of nodejs and used my general knowledge of tech to make it. i used absolutely zero math. i used it to hack into old virtual world game accounts and sell the items for irl money. i crashed the log in system of the game because of how fast it was checking to see which cracked accounts were valid. it was awesome

>>79119
also, regarding ICQ question
im not that old, but I remember using it as small child. Im actively using computer from like age of.. 2? 3? I dont remember exactly. Even before i learnt to write or read human language I was already able to use PC easily by just memorizing buttons and key-sequences that I need to press to get what I want.

>>79123
>>79125
Dont worry about it too much, anon.
Traditional education is fake and gay anyway.
>i completely taught myself how to write an automated password hash code cracker using public databases
Thats the comical-beaty of autism, hah.
You're young, so, you already know but gonna say this anyway - never stop learning. Find your niche, im pretty sure you would be able to avoid wageslavery in the future by generating money with your hobbies/knowledge that you already will have by more adult age

>>79107
I think the main reason for this is that actually intelligent (especially aspies) people are often eccentric and have an obsession with often unusual subjects, so they'll seek out more niche underground places like the sharty which fulfils their eccentric needs while pseuds will just go to the basic places like preddit because to them nothing outside the mainstream exists (also because they're worried about what normies think of them so they don't want to use anything thats not already well known and popular)

>>79109
>you cant reason with them
Very true
I feel like an aryan among niggers

Average iq here, do you high iq people suffer from procrastination and addiction to bad habits? I feel like a goycattle slave to my bad habits like scrolling 'tube shorts or video games, ive been trying to quit but its really hard. Do you guys suffer from such problems or is this an average iq cattle problem?

>>79142
>browsing YouTube shorts

No, I think everyone suffers from this especially if you’re an ADHDgod, try to consoom less doe

>>79147
How do high iq people not let themselves become degenerate algorithim slut consoomers? For years ive tried to quit being an internet consoomer but my addiction is a spiral that always gets worse

>>79148
its easy
watching slop - useless
useless - suboptimal waste of energy and time
suboptimal waste of energy and time - worse future
worse future - worse you = FOMO activation?
but idk im just optimisation obsessed due to turbo autism

But, i noticed when im super sleepy or tired i might sometimes "snap" into spending time onto useless media slop, but it happens rarely. It always feels disgusting or boring to me otherwise when i feel normal
i just spend 100% of my uptime onto something cool or genuily useful

>>79142
its common and normal
you just need to find cool hobbies or actual interests, instead of replacing goyslop you just need to always have more fun and useful activity as main option, when you will do that it would be just boring and disgusting to spend your time onto something useless like this

>>79141
this mindset is probably the only way to not go crazy in society filled with gingers
im so tired of sub 100 funny number NT's
im tired of wasting my energy and sometimes peppersprays onto those niggers, but its kinda funny so im quite ok

>>79100
>One thing that I have is a meta perspective, that means I can read the thoughts behind a action or post
evendoe everybody has this

>>79160
Hell nah. You just expect that:
>hmm, i can do this, some people can do this
>it means everybody can do this!
No. Most people are fucking dumb, they dont even think. You're clearly not interacting with "normies" a lot in your everyday life.
Not everyone is free of mental retardness as you, so please, keep that in mind and be proud of having brain, its not common ability

>>79089 (OP)
KILL YOURSELF CATNIGGER, STOP POSTING YOUR PEDO DOGWHISTLE "quirky car" MEMES, GET YOUR SPINE BROKEN AND STARVE TO DEATH

>>79245
ahh response
kek

>>79153
>you just need to find cool hobbies or actual interests
Yeah, I have been trying to study math, CS and physics. When I focus in silence and really learn about it like doing book exercises or watching 'tube vids/courses I find it very interesting. But the dopamine release from distractions like scrolling is much much more instant and strong than staying focused, so as an addict I never really get around to doing the things i would like to do and i just end up wasting my time.
I could only think of quitting all the distractions so the artificial dopamine leaves my system and being bored all day so the only interesting things are my hobbies

>>79263
Whenever i feel low-energy or fatiqued i can also snap into unironically watching youtubeshorts to kill the boredom with least effort activity. Its horrible. I avoid that as best as i can.
Best solution for me (and probably for you) is just deleting these apps. Install extension that will delete youtube shorts from homepage, install extension that will convert youtube shorts UI into normal one, delete tiktok if you have it, IP block whatever you cant avoid.
At least thats what kind of solution i think will work the best.

Dont blame yourself for being "weak" (you're not weak), its obvious outcome of algorithm designed to be extremely efficent to milk you for your engagement. You know that already, so, dont blame yourself for that if you do

>>79272
Thank you for your advice and kindness. I hope you overcome procrastination and achieve the stuff you want to achieve too

>>79263
>>79272
>Best solution for me (and probably for you) is just deleting these apps.
Doubling this. I uninstalled and deleted my Instagram account half a year ago and since then, I am already noticing how I focus better and not procrastinate as much, and overall feel much nicer.
Hardest part was probably cutting off all the connections I used to have there since I don't have many friends and most were there, but its doable and once done you realize most of those people you never needed anyway.

>>79274
It was a great choice with clearly positive benefit for your future. Glad that someone (like you) was able to escape milking-algorithsm where it was most necessary. People usually dont even try. You not just tried, but actually managed to succeed. Congrats.
>and once done you realize most of those people you never needed anyway.
Thats the funny part. Possibly quite "cruel"? one, but its realistic and logical.
>>79273
Yeah, working on that. Thanks for kind words, i hope you (and everyone in this thread) will achieve what they want in their life. Modern world is quite hostile to humans, so good luck surviving and gaming the system for your own advantage instead of giving up and succumbing to the system

>>79089 (OP)
131 according to le mensa online test (it's supposed to be relatively accurate but its hard to say when everyone and their mom seems to get at least like 120). Just autism. I hate talking to others because 99% of people don't even seem conscious and the remaining 1% always still seem to disappoint me one way or another. I have no social life but I'm super happy this way. After school and work I spend most of my free time working on a big animated project that's taken a year so far and will probably take around another two more; this stuff brings me great joy and I've been gotten pretty good at it.
>>79142
I just deleted instagram and youtube from my phone and that killed the problem basically instantly geg.

>>79281
Explain this counciousness babble, I’ve never really witnessed this.
>it’s because da normie goycattles arent heckin based nazees like me
>it’s because they talk loud about their ex boyfriend on the bus
>it’s because they don’t understand me
If it’s anything in this direction it’s mostly cope but we won’t be biased

>>79290
To me it's because they behave automatically like they're following a program like a squirrel or or an insect. For humans, it's just to follow societal norms and expectations to a T. Most people don't seem to form their own opinions (some seem like they do, but always coincidentally have the same values as their family and society they were raised in) nor do they seem to really think about what they do, like, or want at all. I'm not saying they aren't conscious, because I have no way to tell what is conscious and what isn't. They just remind me of squirrels that behave automatically.

>>79293
Well, I think it’s mostly because people won’t question anything until justification comes to play or they think about something intensively because of said justification. If you’re functioning then there is no need for that because you’re holding up to everyone’s expectations wich puts you in a good spot when it comes to being respected but doesn’t gives you time for building your own identity so you are only able to consume Literature or Art that is enjoyed by most people. I think everyone should free themselves from those expectations society put on them to develop some kind of healthy connection to their identity

>>79290
>Explain this counciousness babble, I’ve never really witnessed this.
im just random anon, but yes, i feel this way not for the sake of "edgy nazi emo kiddo" but because normal social "grooming" is genuily boring and feels stupid. I dont get same feeling good chemicals like oxytocin or whatever normies are getting for these useless talks about "my cat is so funny" or "waaa, emily, did you knew that this Y man broke up with this X girl? insaneeee!!" or "this Y dude did X action, he is so cool/dumb!" or "this Y celebrity did X action, she is so cool/what the fuck she just did!" or "im so smart, did you knew that hitler had 2059 hairs on his right testicle before it got blown up in 19XX?" or "i got A grade on this test, im so smart and you're so dumb! how about that, huh?" or "you're overthinking, aww, you're so nerdy and boooooring, i sometimes wish you were more normal" or "shut up nerd, i dont care about it" or "why you didnt warned me about it? you could prevent this, fuck you!" (when you warned them multiple times but they ignored) or "i dont wanna do this. Why? I just dont wanna do this. What do you mean there must be a reason? You're weird, stop asking questions" or "hey, this [AUTHORITY] knows better than you [average looking guy], listen to him? He is clearly wrong? No! He knows better, look, he has.. uh, he is [AUTHORITY POSITION NAME] you cant know better than him!"

Sorry for text-dump, but i thought that its perfect question to reply to in this specific way for better understanding of high-functioning autism and why we tend to be "edgy" or "bitter" or "evil"
we're not evil, we're just different

>>79295
I agree with you here, and this is exactly the behavior that is objectively good for surviving and reproducing in the long run. I would just feel like a jester pretending to be a part of it, and it just looks totally automatic from the outside looking in.

>>79296
Im high-functioning myself but I used to be like this in 9th grade where I degraded every person as a dork for whatever reason. I dislike derogatory behavior in general especially because of the psychological background associated with individuals who do this. It’s obvious that this is an exaggeration mechanism to regain control again. I mean it’s easy to label other people as naive or superficially because your hear single word snippets from them but have a whole complex world inside of you, yet I have to say that most NTs will never really get out of their comfort bubble and master some skills deeply

>>79298
Yeah, social interaction with "normal" people feels like being a jester, like you play a role of "normal person" while reverse engineering whole social dynamic and current situation, trying to read and understand their bodylanguage, their mimic, tone, what all of this means and what is currently best set of actions that you need to take to farm as much social points as possible in current moment and long term.

Im not sure if everyone with autism does it, but i barely feel OR naturally "know" what to do anything in social interaction, but despite that i have wonderful social skills that keep getting better and better.
Im able to mimic different roles, personalities, adjust my mimic, bodylanguage, speech, tone, words and etc and get what i currently want easily. I can befriend easily people, i have a lot of "friends" (some are actual friends, some are friends because they are useful to have) and many more.

I know, i know, it sounds like you're reading psychopath inner monologue, but i have empathy, trust me, im not crazy. I have actual feelings, emotions and empathy, im kind person, but regarding kindness i was forced to kill or supress it in my life because its negative trait. Kindness = weakness in modern world, it gets used and exploited. So, i only show kindness only to those who actually deserve it, play "sigma patrick b'aitman charismatic dude" with everyone else.
It feels weird to understand that most people dont know actual me, they dont even know that im neurodivergent, they dont even know my interests or my actual inner workings. But its fine.

>>79107
I agree with your point on reddit and sharty, but not on ICQ and IQ. What you're not seeing is that you yourself are a midwit LARPing as a smartie. Something as complex as human intelligence cannot be predicted by a one or even few numbers. Correlation is not causation. You think in simplistic generalizations and stereotypes. Clinging to a singular number for your whole personality and validation, seeking sense of superiority, you seethe when challenged about legitimacy of that metric, for you're a part of the cattle you want to separate from, just covered in another layer of being a soyteen.

my teachers back in middle school thought i was a genious for some reason and they brought some woman from the state to test if i was one and she made me take an iq test (i didnt know it was an iq test at the time) and apparently it went so badly the woman told my parents i needed glasses for short-sightedness (i do not of course)

>>79092
yea very unreliable geg they always say that

geg nusoimidwits are trying to force metacognition JSID

>>79311
Is this trolling? Is this bait that im right now taking?
>What you're not seeing is that you yourself are a midwit LARPing as a smartie.
>Something as complex as human intelligence cannot be predicted by a one or even few numbers
Ok bro, i know that. Thats why i said "Like, its obvious that funny ICQ number doesnt 100% correlates with intellegence"
>You think in simplistic generalizations and stereotypes
False news.
>Clinging to a singular number for your whole personality and validation, seeking sense of superiority
False news. I achieved a lot of things in my life, i never talk about my ND/IQ number until provoked. I literally dont need to. Im here because i think sharty is place when you can be yourself. Im tired of constantly wearing social masks due to AuDHD, i just hope that i can be actually myself somewhere like here.
>you're a part of the cattle you want to separate from, just covered in another layer of being a soyteen.
Nuh-uh, false news again.

Dont worry, i understand why you could think this way. But, honestly, sorry if it will sound rude, i think you're clearly WRONG or just trolling.
Like, nigga, i dont have to "lie" to you or myself, i have obvious examples of being highly-intellegent + neurodivergent and my life is actually great as direct result of my calculated actions, so, no, im not a midwit. You're wrong.

But anyway, feel free to ask more questions/make more statements, if you're not trolling and actually mistook me for someone else im eager to talk with you, whatever.
If you're just trolling - do it somewhere else. Im not your "food". Or whatever, do what i want, im not your mom

>>79339
>do whatever you want*
slight mistake here

Idk, i might be indeed look as larping midwit, but whatever you will think (arguing on the internet is dumb) i dont have to proof much else to you cuz arguing on the internet is dumb by itself+timewastesimulator. Keep seeing me as however you want, im not your mom.

>>79313
>they brought some woman
>and she made me take an iq test
>(i didnt know it was an iq test at the time)
>and apparently it went so badly the woman told
I can easily spot pattern here and source of problem.
Answer starts with "W", ends with "oman

I have a moderately high IQ, and I'm infinitely grateful for it. It's enough to be successful at anything I put my mind to.
<reddit.com
I look down on people who obsess about iq though. I remember back in high school there were a bunch of faggots that did this. Despite me probably having a lower iq than them, I'm in a better place in life.

I think success is 1/2 iq and 1/4 eq and 1/4 luck.

16 year old Autistic hyperfixation spergout thread

>>79315
>>793XX
Whats up with those butthurtniggers shitting into this thread.
Go kill yourself, idk. We're just discussing stuff, be butthurt somewhere else.

>>79346
ok fellow soyteen, we're clearly just larping r*dditors, we got it
anythin else?

>>79354
>>79352
damn i replied to same dude once
ok

>>79355
i probably should take less stimulants, im clearly sleep deprived and not feeling it
fucking goypills driving me crazy reee

>>79089 (OP)
im neurotypical and id consider myself either really lucky or just a smart person.
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hoping or wishing to be neurodivergent is just pitiful and you guys who actually consider that stuff need a reality check

>>79093
suicide is never the answer

>>79099
thats wild

>>79111
>>79112
tsmt. try doing things to make your life better

>I don’t think that the Sharty is "smarter" mainly because of the whole homogeneous thinking but it’s definitely more raw and human and not just some performative slop about determinism and its heckin history sharted out by some 500kg Redditroon
the main issue with reddit is that its a echo chamber. at least on the sharty you are allowed to express your opinions as long as they dont break the rules, while Reddit outright censors anything "right wing". Ironically reddit is managed by troons and most of their site nowadays is based on (((porn subreddits))).

>>79133
>pseuds will just go to the basic places like preddit because to them nothing outside the mainstream exists (also because they're worried about what normies think of them so they don't want to use anything thats not already well known and popular)
tsmt. reddit is basically the only normie forum that has any "discussion" while also not being a place that could hurt your social perception since most people use reddit anyways.

>>79142
i think we all suffer from bad habits and procrastination. once you free yourself from procrastination you feel better and less stressed

>>79148
the smart thing to do is realize that what you are doing is wrong and trying to stop yourself. you have to train yourself and your mind whenever you fall short to get back on track.

>>79153
its not just all fun though sometimes you needa lock in your homework. having too much fun stuff to do is arguably as bad since you will just get distracted from that but its better than coonsooming.

>>79272
ad blockers and piholes are useful for this stuff. block tiktok.com/* and youtube.com/shorts/*

>>79375
Yeah. Reddit is ok for finding niche j'orno, bad for anything else.

>>79089 (OP)
I think a combination of
Photographic memory
Giga autism
Bipolar
Intelligent parents
Schizotypal
Contributes to my elite pattern recognition
How hi is my IQ? I have no idea.
I never studied in hs but I always got 90%+ on tests
I really wish I was 140 IQ + but I didn’t even graduate college because I hated being institutionalised, so I I’m probably still below my IQ maxim
I won’t test myself mainly from fear but also because I know I can improve it through self study, so testing it now seems silly.

>>79406
I am obsessed with symmetry and patterns in nature
I am completely fascinated by things like the brain and how neurons interact systematically
I love to perceive large systems like this almost like an orchestra or a musical performance
I think a lot of things can be described as a symphony

>>79407
The problem with this however, is that sometimes I feel like this structural obsession can lead to breaks in my pattern recognition, and my surroundings can feel uncanny and distorted. It csn feel as though I’m not actually here in my own body, but elsewhere and I’m living through some kind of link between myself and wherever that place is.
If I catch this fleeting feeling, and focus on it intently, I can make myself go crazy with delusions. Suddenly everything will feel so alien and broken, it freaks me out that I’m so limited… I feel like whatever I am elsewhere, is something so much more sophisticated than the me in this body, that accidentally tapping into that can send you into a spiral of the weirdest kind of delirium

Sorry if that sounds weird I woke up 15 minutes ago and I slept shitty

>>79408
I’ve heard this described briefly in a Reddit post, and thought nothing of it until i caught the feeling and went deeper into it.
I don’t know how you would replicate it, I can’t properly explain it because you stop, thinking, and you start just ‘receiving’ information.

I’m not schizotypial btw

>>79408
>>79407
>>79406
>I can see heckin mathematical patterns
Go back to Reddit, nigger

>>79409
This is denial. You're schizotypal or about to have a psychotic break.
Have fun nigga. Just remember not to get violent with family/friends during, you'll end up homeless.

>>79408
If you're not larping, then:
You probably have high pattern recognition?
But, at the same, you're clearly schizo, despite the fact that I understand what kind of thoughts you had or how you felt while writing this.
Just yeah, be careful, dont go crazy.
Consider taking dopamine inhibitors if shit hits the fan.
Try to exploit your brain to game the capitalism, or you will end up as many other people. Like, Terry Davis that got assasinated by CIA train something. You know the drill.
Good luck.

I have 1488 IQ and every mental illness in the world

>>79423
how do i become like you?
will poking my prefrontal cortex with a screwdriver work?
i hope it will>>79423

>>79089 (OP)
I'm diagnosed with aspergers a c ptsd but I have an iq of 145.
I feel like I have a lot of potential but I have occasional bouts of depression and anxiety that feels crippling

>Im such a special lil smart boy look at me
I'd believe some of you if you all didnt type like 14 year olds