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What can I do if my anxiety is killing me with weird, constant thoughts that make me feel like im going crazy?
I'm a 17yo dude, since last year I've been strolling with heavy anxiety due to health related issues, those health issues don't bother me anymore but the anxiety that came with them stayed, summer of last year was really hard for me.
Anyways, since autumn I've been struggling with weird ass thoughts that make me feel really distressed, randomly I started having intrusive thoughts about being trans or some shit (i have to make clear that I had never been uncomfortable with my gender before ever in my life, I always liked being a masculine dude and I like women, I don't have gender dysphoria) and I don't like thinking about that shit because I don't want to be trans, but it keeps coming and coming and It stresses me out so much, it makes me scared because I don't want to be trans or have gender dysphoria or take HRT or any of that shit for several reasons (especially because I don't want to ruin my life by trooning out) and I only want it to dissappear, I don't want to be a woman or anything like that, I just want to stop feeling so anxious and like with a fog in my mind, maybe porn is at fault? (I've been watching porn constantly since I was 9 and had contact with very weird fetish stuff since that age)
What tf is happening to me? What can I do to feel normal again?
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16-18 will ltrlly be some of the worst years of ur life regardless of who you are. its the hormones, your brain being only halfway formed yet fully self-assured, and just the amount of transitioning + school pressure + finding who you embody/what your role is in the world.
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are you consuming any kind of troon content? that might be encouraging the intrusive thoughts. intrusive thoughts are an anxiety symptom so dont be scared, its like being sick and being surprised you have a cough.
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the most important thing right now is DO NOT do anything drastic. do not take any hormones, experiment with changing your name, or hang out around troons or in troon-adjacent spaces. do NOT goon to troonshit. this sucks to hear but you just have to keep holding on - thats part of being a literal'teen. focus on healthy, distracting habits. go for walks, go to a gym, download a game and make friends with chudlites, find something that makes you personally feel secure in your identity (as a man). this will pass and soon you'll be 21 looking back on this shit as part of the stupid shit modern teens have to go through because we live in a fallen, digital dystopia
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>>78923 (OP)quit watching porn. it makes you a faggot.
troons fall into this because they have been mindraped by porn and have gotten "bored" of whatever they watch so they get more depraved.
DO NOT GOON. kein gooning is rabbi shekelbergs talmudic network advice to stop trooning out and become a normal nigger again
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>>78926>are you consuming any kind of troon content?yes, since I was 10-11 i started watching lots of futa and shemale content, at 12-13 I was a full on fetishist gooner
>the most important thing right now is DO NOT do anything drastic. do not take any hormones, experiment with changing your name, or hang out around troons or in troon-adjacent spaces. do NOT goon to troonshit. this sucks to hear but you just have to keep holding onI never thought of doin any of those things, it's not something I want, that's why all of this makes me feel so distressed
>>78932I need to, I have tried multiple times to quit but I just end up failing and disappointing myself, to the point I don't feel worthy of having a partner or being loved, I just wish I've never discovered porn, but this needs to stop because I want to be a man and stop feeling so anxious and distressed