>>78196come on don't be down on yourself, it isn't the end of the world. For the entirety of last year I was alone and wanted to rope and refused to interact with anyone. Now I'm going to school, went to church evendoe I'm not religious, and maybe found a foid that likes me. If it doesn't pan out, I'm back to square one like I've been my entire life, that's fine, I'll move on. If it does work out, I don't have to worry about ts ever again. We'll see, but don't give up on yourself, every person that does rope is just one less person to compete with or something.