Epi fucked with my mind and lifewhen I was around 6 I saw sonic vore on YouTube, it aroused me and I couldn't stop, eventually I stopped between 9-11 until returned again at 11 and wasn't able to stop till nowdaysIt led to me joining furry erp servers

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Chud 01/16/26 (Fri) 02:34:03 №77980 [Quote]

Epi fucked with my mind and life
when I was around 6 I saw sonic vore on YouTube, it aroused me and I couldn't stop, eventually I stopped between 9-11 until returned again at 11 and wasn't able to stop till nowdays
It led to me joining furry erp servers when I was 11 Wich further groomed and fucked with my mind

EPI gave me gender dysphoria (sometimes I feel like I want to be a women even doe I know I will never be one)
EPI made me a fucking gay faggot
EPI made me into vore, rape and other darker shit that makes me feel ashamed and makes me feel horrible

I just need to say this because I can't bare this unbearable weight, all of this led to me having a burning hatred for pedophiles and troons
But I just can't fucking stop

Chud 01/16/26 (Fri) 02:37:23 №77982 [Quote]

>>77980 (OP)
damn this shit is depressing

Chud 01/16/26 (Fri) 05:06:35 №77996 [Quote]

the only way to get rid of ur paraphilias is to find god otherwise its over. I have struggled with paraphernalia as well and whenever I think about gooning I remember god is watching and I wouldn't crank my cock if Jesus was in front of me. eve and oe I dont follow this all the time it helps and has been helping me.

Chud 01/16/26 (Fri) 05:13:57 №77997 [Quote]

Damn Blud…. 6 years old. Your life is kinda fucked I would suggest to visit a psychiatrist ASAP before you drift further apart from society and into degeneracy.
Hope you will get out of this massive shithole one day

Chud 01/16/26 (Fri) 06:10:22 №78001 [Quote]

I saw those on youtube when I was young as well, think it hit the algorithm because they had a lot of views (probably because it was strange and something to laugh at).
I havent had lasting damage from seeing it tho, how come some people do and others don't. I'm sorry btw OP, your hatred is justified.
Maybe when you jork it do it without any screen so you dont get more depraived idk.

Chud 01/16/26 (Fri) 19:10:10 №78053 [Quote]

Jesus christ and I thought I had it bad with epieing myself when I was 13

Chud 01/16/26 (Fri) 21:10:53 №78073 [Quote]

>>77997
Most psychiatrist won't understand your problems

Chud 01/17/26 (Sat) 03:51:00 №78139 [Quote]

its not your fault.
every modern man battles lust its probably the most common vice and its a symptom of the degeneracy pushed by our society.
the good thing for you is that you acknowledge it, which means you're halfway to recovery. and miles ahead of the majority of other men.
just follow the basic bro advice (lifting, running, nofap, nogoon, religion) its all about willpower though and these things take time so dont beat yourself up, you will get through this but obviously its not easy and requires consistent effort.

Chud 01/17/26 (Sat) 16:11:47 №78180 [Quote]

Same but it was some extremley disgusting tranime stuff i never had mental issues over anything but i developed severe POCD and HOCD over the years and got messed up addictions particulary femdom

Chud 01/17/26 (Sat) 16:39:47 №78181 [Quote]

>>78180
Femdom isn't that bad tho unless it's the extreme shit with the bondage and stuff like that tho like I wish I had a femdom fetish (I mean I like it not in the fetish way I think) instead of what I have tho

Chud 01/17/26 (Sat) 16:43:59 №78182 [Quote]

>>78181
Yeah but mine relates to the tranime stuff wich is even worse and it makes me much worse when i overthink it. Although i would have a better time coping if it wasn't for my OCD because it got me extremley low like actually trying to test it or having messed up experiences irl.