Have you ever met someone that truly made you feel alive? i did.It was this BDfoid who was really into scenecore who i think was really eccentric sometimes, she was always energetic and talkative.I think she was pretty suicidal and did SH, not sure

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Chud 01/15/26 (Thu) 12:17:42 №77908 [Quote]

Have you ever met someone that truly made you feel alive? i did.

It was this BDfoid who was really into scenecore who i think was really eccentric sometimes, she was always energetic and talkative.

I think she was pretty suicidal and did SH, not sure doe.

Short story is i broke off the friendship for some reason after like 2 months idk why, it just didnt feel right plus i thought it wouldnt work out since im a chud or something.

I sort of worsened things further due to the stuff i did which really burnt whatever bridge we still had.

I miss her a lot idk if itll be anything but friendship but her friendship was really nice the more i look back, she was the only person who really was interested in me as in me who didn't know me, wasn't family, wasn't someone who knew me before nor did anyone tell her about me.

she moved away since last year and i haven't seen her since, she's friends with a few people ik and they talk to her, i think about her almost everyday, her friendship was really something even if past me didnt know it, stings to think about of what could have been.

Chud 01/15/26 (Thu) 12:22:49 №77909 [Quote]

idk what made her feel so special, she just felt so authentic and i related to her a lot she was like me but female and more eccentric.

she was really cool and made good art.

Chud 01/15/26 (Thu) 12:28:48 №77910 [Quote]

ig it wasnt really meant to be and was just circumstance.

had it not been for me the friendship would have only lasted like 3 more months.

Chud 01/15/26 (Thu) 12:29:05 №77911 [Quote]

id honestly do anything to go back, maybe even relive those 2 months.

Chud 01/15/26 (Thu) 12:34:45 №77912 [Quote]

What did you do? Maybe there's still a chance to apologise. Don't think it's over yet

Chud 01/15/26 (Thu) 12:45:13 №77913 [Quote]

>>77912
That bridge is long gone now, its been months since it happened and she's moved on from it and probably doesn't even think about me anymore.

Chud 01/15/26 (Thu) 13:28:12 №77919 [Quote]

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it was an obvious mistake OP dont be too hard on yourself

youll probably meet someone like her again in the future dw

Chud 01/15/26 (Thu) 13:31:30 №77920 [Quote]

snca
>fertyffghyteedrtyyuunbg

Chud 01/15/26 (Thu) 13:32:41 №77921 [Quote]

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>>77920
nigger goes to the emotional board and finds emotional posts

Chud 01/15/26 (Thu) 13:34:03 №77922 [Quote]

>>77921
I have emotional feelings for papa Stalin doe

Chud 01/15/26 (Thu) 14:04:02 №77925 [Quote]

It's because you weren't good looking OP.

Chud 01/15/26 (Thu) 14:04:23 №77926 [Quote]

take the fugeen bp saaaar

Chud 01/15/26 (Thu) 14:21:05 №77928 [Quote]

>>77922
>woah dude…. is that… LE STALIN???? OMG… PAPA STALIN!!!!! OH MY FAUCI… LE FIVE YEAR PLAN1!!!! HOLY DARWIN… LE NO STEP BACK???? COMEDY 100! Edit: Thanks for the gold kind stranger!

Chud 01/15/26 (Thu) 14:37:52 №77932 [Quote]

find and violently rape her op for leaving you

Chud 01/15/26 (Thu) 14:53:06 №77933 [Quote]

>>77932
evan dough he's the one who left

Chud 01/15/26 (Thu) 16:13:37 №77939 [Quote]

>>77913
Months seem like a long time until it’s been years. I once thought it was so over after like 3 months but still we eventually reconnected even after basically radio silence from each other. Ultimately it did not work out for me in the end, and it may not for you, but what I am saying is that it is objectively not over for you — you only see it that way because you’re stuck in the weeds, and if you have even a modicum of desire to rekindle things, you should not stop yourself from doing so.