>you will not make yourself identifiable between threads o algo (::this isnt soy nigger::)im not the other mania 'teen, but i have bouts of extreme soul crushing sadness in tandem with restlessness and outright laziness. ive had this for the past few yea

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Chud 01/12/26 (Mon) 22:23:38 №77659 [Quote]

>you will not make yourself identifiable between threads o algo (this isnt soy nigger)
im not the other mania 'teen, but i have bouts of extreme soul crushing sadness in tandem with restlessness and outright laziness. ive had this for the past few years of my life but school has only exasperated these symptoms to a degree where i have to start taking benadryl to ease my restlessness and essentially 'shut down' my personality so i can fucking work
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is this normal for any condition? i havent seen a therapist/doctor and i dont want to get a diagnosis because being diagnosed with any mental shit can get me disqualified from a lot of retarded stuff. im going into the military, so id rather get diagnosed after i leave service to qualify for benefits

Chud 01/18/26 (Sun) 19:35:16 №78275 [Quote]

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or maybe its just depression or some shit and im overthinking it

Chud 01/18/26 (Sun) 19:40:55 №78276 [Quote]

>>77659 (OP)
Is there anything making you sad? Do you have a purpose in life?
>bouts of extreme soul crushing sadness
Sounds like toska
This isnt normal, I think this is some serotonin imbalance or some brain problem mixed with the difficulties of life
>>78275
Yeah probably it is, identifying a problem and going to fix it is actually more mascuiline and logical than simply ignoring it and thinking its gonna go away, with depression it might feel a little gay admitting ur depressed and trying to fix it with solutions u see but its the best thing to do, depression can seriously fuck up someones life

Chud 01/18/26 (Sun) 19:47:18 №78277 [Quote]

>>78276
toska describes it perfectly
but to answer your question, there are a lot of problems but people with worse problems than me can still live better than me. i have a purpose (to serve God) but outside of that i have fucking nothing
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also i get that it can fuck you up but theres a lot of government shit that becomes a headache and you need more retarded waivers

Chud 01/18/26 (Sun) 19:53:06 №78278 [Quote]

>>78277
>i have a purpose (to serve God) but outside of that i have fucking nothing
Keyed, and dont make a distinction between religious duties and non-religious duties as both can serve God. For example, doing a job laying bricks and earning money can count as serving God, as hard moral work is a virtue.
>not having a goal
Its the biggest source of misery in people

Chud 01/18/26 (Sun) 19:54:32 №78279 [Quote]

>>78278
yeah its just that im not in a good position to serve outside of worship right now

Chud 01/18/26 (Sun) 19:54:55 №78280 [Quote]

>>78278
examples of having a goal would be trying to get a perfect gpa through habits and schedule, or becoming a game developer by habits and schedule and such and such.
Ill link kind of a corny vid by turkey tom but his advice in that video is correct, I highly recommend watching it start to finish

Chud 01/18/26 (Sun) 21:13:09 №78285 [Quote]

>>78280
>turkey tom
fuck I grew up watching him
I recently found out this nigga was into an ageplay chick, IWN b able 2 look at xim the same again
its so over…

Chud 01/18/26 (Sun) 21:23:33 №78286 [Quote]

>>78285
>I recently found out this nigga was into an ageplay chick
SOURCE NOW. No way, he exposes so many degenerates, no way he would turn into one.
Even if he is like that, atleast the advice given in the video is good, seperate the art from the artist

Chud 01/18/26 (Sun) 21:41:49 №78288 [Quote]

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>>78286
not the guy you replied to, but it's been blowing up on kiwifarms https://kiwifarms.st/threads/turkey-tom-tomdark-notaturkey-tomdarklive-anonbirdd-thomas-larry-hanson.205006/page-64#post-23451719. some of his exes posted shit about how he's a degenerate or whatever.
<reddit
he sent dick pics to this girl who larps as a child for instance

Chud 01/18/26 (Sun) 21:44:43 №78289 [Quote]

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>>78286
here is an audio of turkey tom trying to flirt with his gf saying he might engage in some 'night rape' after work

Chud 01/18/26 (Sun) 21:57:40 №78291 [Quote]

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>>78286
i was skeptical too, but I found pics of him hanging out with that bpd ho on KF
take the attentionwhore clout demons there with a pinch of salt, but what got me is that these pick she posted on her (ageplay) ig and aint in the thread

the bpdemonesses in that thread are probably full of shit though

Chud 01/18/26 (Sun) 21:58:48 №78292 [Quote]

>>78289
I mean, thats just ironic/autism probably

Chud 01/18/26 (Sun) 21:59:41 №78293 [Quote]

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>>78291
>>78288
>>78289
He stared into the void for too long, and the void stared back

Chud 01/18/26 (Sun) 22:00:36 №78294 [Quote]

>>78292
check out the other recordings on kiwifarms, this guy's the real deal. Apparently, he has severe performance issues, and he needs to jerk off to a video of him having sex to be able to cum.

Chud 01/18/26 (Sun) 22:02:55 №78295 [Quote]

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>>78292
more clips of his "flirting"

Chud 01/18/26 (Sun) 22:04:15 №78296 [Quote]

>>78294
yeah but a lot of that is "spoken word" testimony
the ageplay shit is enough, or should be

all the other stuff detracts from the main point and is questionable

Chud 01/18/26 (Sun) 22:05:34 №78297 [Quote]

>>78294
and lets be honest here: every girl says her ex has performance issues, regardless of whether its true or not

Chud 01/18/26 (Sun) 22:05:38 №78298 [Quote]

>>78296
it's just embarrassing that a person that criticizes gooners so much is themselves a porn addict

Chud 01/18/26 (Sun) 22:07:09 №78299 [Quote]

>>78298
if you think porn addiction is the worst part here you're the problem, unironically
how do you look at ageplay shit and then go "meh idc, hehee his dick is broken!"

Chud 01/18/26 (Sun) 22:09:25 №78300 [Quote]

>>78299
I posted >>78288; I never implied that the ageplay shit wasn't egregious.
<reddit
idk why you're getting so butthurt about this tbh

Chud 01/18/26 (Sun) 22:16:41 №78302 [Quote]

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>>78300
>why are you so butthurt lole
because all the other allegations are flimsier, and it gives him the opportunity to pyro it all away.
If the kinky sex is your main talking point, and it gets deboonked, then nobody will give the ageplay stuff the time of day.

Maybe caring about bad people getting consequences is butthurt to you, and you're cool and edgy and don't care at all, but you wont get taken seriously, and fuck up my rightful ordering of the world into Good and Evil.
as a result of your nigger behaviour, Evil (ageplay) will be ignore in favor of SNCA relationship drama

Chud 01/18/26 (Sun) 22:19:05 №78303 [Quote]

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>>78302
>how can I collapse this complex, layered situation into my primitive worldview

Chud 01/18/26 (Sun) 22:24:28 №78304 [Quote]

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>>78303
>Ageplay is… le complex!
>Noooo don't impose rigorous moral standards on human behavio- ACKKK!

Chud 01/18/26 (Sun) 22:27:36 №78306 [Quote]

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>>78304
Why do you keep bringing up ageplay even though we're on the same page about that?
<reddit
Is it so unfathomable that turkey tom is BOTH an ageplay faggot and a dude who can't get it up unless it's rape porn?

Chud 01/18/26 (Sun) 22:29:35 №78307 [Quote]

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>>78306
because there is such a thing as objective Good and Evil, like Christ (Good) and ageplay (Evil) (SECA)
…and whatever (You) think is important, like relationship drama and the switch 2 or something (SNCA)

Chud 01/18/26 (Sun) 22:31:34 №78308 [Quote]

also the ageplay stuff is a slam dunk evidencewise, unlike the other stuff, theres no feasible way for turkroach tomas to weasel his way out of it

Chud 01/18/26 (Sun) 22:34:30 №78309 [Quote]

>>78307
your autism is showing 💀

Chud 01/18/26 (Sun) 22:40:12 №78310 [Quote]

>>78309
autismGODs own you lil vro…

Chud 01/19/26 (Mon) 06:12:23 №78354 [Quote]

>come back to my thread
>its full of turkey tom and avtistGODs

Chud 01/19/26 (Mon) 06:13:42 №78355 [Quote]

>>78280
yeah but i dont wanna build my life around a gpa. my game developing is shit too