snca<im so fucking stupid and shit, my life is probably better than the actual dnb but im more fucking sad than he would ever be growing up there. i dont wanna ropemaxx because i have people who would be sad, but they cant fucking help me/have not yet

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Chud 01/12/26 (Mon) 04:05:56 №77567 [Quote]

snca
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im so fucking stupid and shit, my life is probably better than the actual dnb but im more fucking sad than he would ever be growing up there. i dont wanna ropemaxx because i have people who would be sad, but they cant fucking help me/have not yet (besides my uncle). i really dont know what to do because i cant live like this for any longer but i dont see a way out without getting put on
>le depression list dont let him have a firearm because he'll ACK and shit! dont let him in the military either!
the government wont help me, my family wont, and ill be fucked for the rest of my life. im socially dead and im nobody's first choice despite everyone else being my first choice. its nothing like what i was told it was and im just left in this state of emptiness. there are people that kill for their life and yet im so blind as to not be able to live with my own. ive tried to tell my parents im burnt out but they dont fucking listen and just go with their own view of why im burnt out as if i wouldnt know myself because
>ive been in your exact position before and i know you better than you know yourself (even though only you could know how much you're burnt out)

Chud 01/12/26 (Mon) 04:08:07 №77568 [Quote]

i probably have depression or some shit as nothing i do will make it better. theres a certain level of sadness that is alleviated yes but it will persistently remain regardless of what i do, as if i were to be walking around with knives in my back constantly

Chud 01/12/26 (Mon) 04:13:38 №77569 [Quote]

oh yeah im not acking btw jannies

Chud 01/12/26 (Mon) 04:51:59 №77576 [Quote]

>>77567 (OP)
Sounds like a lot of stuff man, and while I can't help that much because I don't know specifically what's up (feel free to elaborate on it, I have nothing better to do rn than talk to fellow 'teens) but what you said about your parents hits home

my dad gives me a lot of boomer advice about approaching women and life in general and doesn't seem to understand that social media has completely obliterated decades of social norm. Sometimes your parents have a lot of unexpected insight, and always hear them out, but the reality with them and anybody really is that they are not in the driver's seat so they can only hope to understand your perspective

Chud 01/12/26 (Mon) 05:00:05 №77577 [Quote]

>>77576
i hear them out but i fucking feel like shit for not acting on it because i owe them a lot for shit they've done. but yeah they dont really understand how my situation is though

Chud 01/12/26 (Mon) 05:36:09 №77587 [Quote]

>>77577
Yeah I suppose, but I mean whether they are conscious or not it was their own decision to have you and depending on whats going on they could be partially responsible. I find that the best thing to do when I'm depressed (and have any free time) is to just listen to music and play with legos, not even building anything just kinda fidgeting with the pieces. Maybe it's not super healthy but if you have a strong imagination you can kind of just lose yourself and escape for a bit. IDK how comfortable you are talking to your parents but I'm not at all and there's a few times I've just had to because there was no other option to get out of a situation, and it isn't always the worst thing I guess

Chud 01/12/26 (Mon) 05:50:25 №77590 [Quote]

I feel you bro

Chud 01/12/26 (Mon) 05:51:23 №77591 [Quote]

>>77587
ill try to do that