snca ahead<im bipolar with slight borderline symptoms o algo and have been on meds recently and holy shit i hate taking them so much, but i know that if i dont take them i'll sperg out and have another episode, every time i take them i feel weaker and

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Chud 01/12/26 (Mon) 03:06:49 №77562 [Quote]

snca ahead
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im bipolar with slight borderline symptoms o algo and have been on meds recently and holy shit i hate taking them so much, but i know that if i dont take them i'll sperg out and have another episode, every time i take them i feel weaker and less like myself, so i guess im stuck in this unwinnable situation, i either end up dead because i had a really bad episode or i just stay miserable being on meds

Chud 01/12/26 (Mon) 03:51:36 №77565 [Quote]

>>77562 (OP)
are your episodes periods of depression or some shit

Chud 01/12/26 (Mon) 04:01:18 №77566 [Quote]

stay strong, you are not chud you are gem

Chud 01/12/26 (Mon) 04:25:04 №77572 [Quote]

>>77565
its more like mania, i get really moody and get really racing thoughts, also essentially psychosis or delusional thoughts, there's more but these are the most fucked up

Chud 01/12/26 (Mon) 04:34:07 №77573 [Quote]

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>>77572
>tfw that sounds like you
have you ever had any suicidal incidents relating to it tho
also did u get worse off meds after you started taking them and shit

Chud 01/12/26 (Mon) 05:05:01 №77578 [Quote]

>>77573
i've had suicidal thoughts from some really bad mania episodes, i did try to go through one time, also i have had gotten better since i've gotten on meds but its so weird getting adapted to them, i feel like other person sometimes, i still have the occasional mood swing but its getting better even if the side effects are really shit

Chud 01/12/26 (Mon) 05:12:07 №77579 [Quote]

>>77578
you're only being treated by meds and not shock therapy right
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would you want my advice

Chud 01/12/26 (Mon) 05:16:19 №77580 [Quote]

>>77579
yeah only meds, sure give me your advice

Chud 01/12/26 (Mon) 05:29:28 №77585 [Quote]

>>77580
ive never taken meds for any of my shit (never will), but i had a friend who had the same issues because of his meds. from his experience apparently certain meds fuck you up like that and others dont

Chud 01/12/26 (Mon) 05:30:24 №77586 [Quote]

you probably would've by now but id ask about changing at some point

Chud 01/12/26 (Mon) 11:18:52 №77615 [Quote]

Just take a smaller dose and find a sweet spot where you still feel like yourself

Chud 01/13/26 (Tue) 05:19:38 №77681 [Quote]

don't take the meds you have to be yourself

Chud 01/14/26 (Wed) 05:33:45 №77809 [Quote]

you should try to figure out the cause of your condition and work towards fixing it, jewish big pharma meds only temporarily cure the symptoms, they never cure you