/r9k/ - ROBOT9999

ive been rotting on this board for awhile now and i figured i'd make a shitty blog post whining about my past relationship
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im not super subhuman or anything but ive always been really spergy around girls and around june i found a girl that liked me and i ignored all the red flags that my friends warned me about and i wasnt super confident anyways so i kinda ignored her past
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but she rushed everything and wanted dat bwc and sheit but i thought she actually cared and later i broke up with her after 3 months because she wasnt treating me right but instead of leaving it there i went back because she manipulated me into thinking i couldn't find other love and i let it go on another 3 months where she didn't put in any effort and didn't change like she said she would
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but later on she says she wants to take a break and for some reason i was so low self esteem i said yeah ev&doe i said i dont do that and later i realized shes treating me like her little cuck so i called her out and she broke it off and made up some bs about being stressed out
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for some reason im still hung up a month later because she was my first everything ev&doe i thought i was saving myself for marriage now im only realizing she was using me for all i did for her like i even wrote her a letter and shiet like she even told me she loved me a less than a month in we never really fucked so i guess im fine but i just want a sisa so bad but im scared of getting hurt again