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my sister, who is 3 years my junior, decided to bring her (male) friend over to the house today. one of the little semi-frequent events in my life that i hate most are whenever any of my family members decide to bring other people over. it makes me feel like a prisoner in my own home because aside from making some menial small talk with the guest, i am essentially relegated to my bedroom until they finally decide to leave. this is only amplified when it's one of my sister's friends, because when they are over, i don't even bother making small talk because i am not obligated to and frankly, i really do not want to either. i know its going to make me sound like a childish faggot, but i always complain and then begrudgingly accept whenever my family members decide to bring someone to the house. when i did so today, my mother brought up the point that "she invites her friends over because shes a normal human being". i don't know if this was a slight against me, seeing as the last time i had a friend visit my house was when i was around 11 years old, and the closest thing since then was when i was 14 i permitted one of my friends to stand in my hallway for 3 minutes while i grabbed my money and jacket. she has brought up the idea that i don't invite people over because i am embarrassed of our home, which is not true, i simply respect its sanctity and do not want visitors in it because it is my domain, not theirs.
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this is the first time my sister has had a male friend in the house ever since she was in primary school, probably when she was around 9 or 10 years old, but i obviously can't remember exactly. as of typing this, he has been here for 8 fucking hours, and shows no sign of leaving. i have only left my bedroom twice ever since he has arrived, once when he went up to the corner shop with my sister so i could take a piss, and the other time to take my dinner back to my room, which is something i rarely ever do. despite the fact he is 15 years old, he is well into the 6ft range, heightmogging me by at least 3 or 4 inches, he has a deeper voice than me and a better build than me, not to mention the fact he has blonde hair and blue eyes, two traits i unfortunately did not inherit. i don't even want to see him, not only because he is an intruder, but also because i know he will look down on me, which is an occurrence i already have to constantly endure in the outside world from people who are more genetically fortunate than myself.
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although i can't hear them now because they've presumably moved to the kitchen or the garden, i had to put up with the sound of them talking for far too long. the giggling, the unfunny jokes, all the things i do not want to think about. what really bothers me is the fact that i am seeing my sister evolve into a fully fledged female in real time: that is, the loss of innocence. she has already dyed her hair, something nobody in my family seemed to view as a poor decision except for me, she has multiple male friends and she has articles of clothing that reveal her arms and shoulders. in the modern world, these things are viewed as utterly insignificant, no less by my passive, compliant and (i hate to say this, but it is true) female-worshipping father, but i know it's a slippery slope. most of her friends use alcohol, nicotine and a good portion of them smoke niggerweed too. although she says that she has not, i doubt it will be long before she joins them. i seriously don't know what to do, or if i should do anything. maybe i'm just a developmentally stunted retard and this is all normal, but i have never attended a party, lost my only platonic female friend a long time ago, have never done any of the aforementioned substances and have never had a girlfriend, and i am still a virgin but i have no desire to have sex. i simply do not want to see her become like all the other females in the degenerated society we live in, and i fear she will become one. if she ever gets a boyfriend before adulthood, i don't think i would be able to view her the same way ever again.
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i know this whole thread makes me come off as very prudent, but that is because maybe i am, just a little. i would rather be too prudent than too licentious, thoughbeit. i hope you enjoyed reading my daily dose of clitty leakage
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you retard when you have guests over you need to mog them THEY'RE IN YOUR FUCKING HOUSE HOW CAN YOU BE SCARED
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>>75949i wasn't scared, i just didn't want to see him because i felt nothing good could come of it
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>>75952go intimidate him bruh it's your obligation as an older brother
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>>75948 (OP)I’ve been in these same situations as you my entire life; staying tucked in my room while a guest is over, being a short clitty leaker with subpar genetics compared to my family, and despising the world around me because of everyone’s incompetence and hedonism. The only difference is that I do not live with any of my siblings, as they’re all only half-siblings, but I still look at them and my family as a whole prudently. I dislike having to call family members for holidays like Christmas knowing I will not enjoy the conversation and nothing of value will be said. I’m aware of their virtues, sins, and their very nature as a whole, which is largely influenced by their embrace of the world. I realized that I don’t see most of my family through a familial mind, but more like an acquainted one or even completely foreign.
<You have done good retaining virginity, sobriety, and even disassociating from romance as a whole. I am still a virgin and sober myself, but I’ve had two past relationships and I realize it wasn’t good for my soul. Our modern concepts of relationships are largely built on infatuation, which is the opposite of love. Love is the feeling of absolute care and loyalty, which means you will do anything for the ones you love. Infatuation is the selfish desire to want another for oneself, whether because of looks, wealth, their hobbies, or any other kind of vanity. Love is selfless, but infatuation is selfish and comes from the ego. Whenever we see a beautiful woman and think to ourselves “wow I wish I had a woman like this” we must restrain ourselves, even if it wasn’t in a sexual context. Ever since my two relationships I’ve really struggled with this and my licentious nostalgia for the previous one in particular, which is taking a toll on my productivity and self. All of that to is to say: even though I’m an unknown chud on snarky snappy, I’m proud of you and you should keep up what you’re doing.
<I don’t know you personally, but if you struggle with this then I suggest that you don’t be so prudent in your public life. I understand the sense of conviction and indignation you feel and I’ve caught myself lecturing coworkers before, but in large part, you need to keep it to yourself to operate in the world. If you get to know some people more personally then maybe you could talk more about these things like I have, but in large part you need to maintain a smile and disregard any problems you have. This really gnaws at my mind sometimes when I’m thinking of how incompetent some of my coworkers are, their subpar tactics, and the racial diaspore of my workplace, but I’m here to work and I have influenced the work environment enough for some minor improvements to occur. Finding online friends also served as a good outlet for me, albeit I don’t have any at this time where I can talk about these subjects consistently and in good detail, but in the past it has helped me examine my thoughts and refine them. Overall, you sound like you’re doing far better than the average spiritually dead normie today, so keep being you.
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>>75952yes you where scared you where coping. you need to intimidate him or at-least make him feel uncomfortable and awkward.
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>maybe i'm just a developmentally stunted retard and this is all normal
yeah
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Nigga just make sure he respects you in your own house. And why are you mentioning his stats, you trying to fuck your own sister? It only becomes a problem when you get a gf and he starts hitting on her but we all know that’s never happening geg. Just be friends with him or do whatever you want nigga in your house, just don’t be a dick about it
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>>75948 (OP)you should be someone that has a spine. try to guide your sister, become a good brother, and do what is right.
<i think its wrong to be indecisive. she is just going to fall into depravity if you let her stay within the company of people who smoke and participate in debauchery. you should intervene
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>>76178Thanks man
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I'm split between mocking you as a mentally stunted retard clitty leaker or agreeing with you on the state of modern society. I understand the degeneracy of modern society and hate it, but honestly you sound like an insufferably annoying faggot to be around. "I just want to be alone" is a cope, humans are social creatures, having views on a society is one thing but you just sound like someone nophono wants to interact with
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>>76222Even doe I want to talk with him and the desire to be alone is normal, especially in circumstances similar to OP’s.
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>>76222agreed that we are social creatures, but id disagree in the idea that being alone is a cope. sometimes being alone is better
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>>75949>>75955tsmt when your sister brings you up to him he should be like 'yea what's that guy's problem?'
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you’re a sad prude man, listen to yourself. it’s hard to not laugh. it’s actually ridiculous.
let me get this straight. you don’t like people coming into the FAMILY home because YOU feel trapped. YOU haven’t had friends over ever pretty much. Your family has friends, but you don’t, so you get mad when they’re over. The house that YOUR parents pay for/brought, not you. You want to dictate what you family can and can’t do because your a precious little pansy. like dude, this is sad, your mother has a point. your family are normal human beings that have friends and you’re just a sad cuck.
you’re getting MAD because your sister is laughing and having fun. the way you describe her friend is weird and envious. you’re complaining about a child being more attractive and mature that you lmfao. the way you describe your sister and this dude make it seem like you want to fuck her and that’s also fucking weird. everything that you’re describing is normal and you ARE a developmentally stunted niggertard. parties are normal, experimenting is normal, who gives a fuck if she dyes her hair. you need a reality check mate. you’re a loser.
and why should it matter if she gets a partner before adulthood? that’s so pathetic that you even care about that or would see her different for loving someone/being loved. you’re jealous and projecting your insecurities and things you missed out on.
also you don’t need to lock yourself in your room. i don’t think you’re gonna get ridiculed and judged for leaving your room to take a piss or get dinner. if you seriously feel that inferior to a 15 year old i think you need your testosterone levels checked.
hopefully this snaps your back to reality ya fucking loser
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>>76294factbomba. i agree with what you have to say.
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>>76294Yes he does sound like a faggot but you are an actual soyjack
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You're right on the fact it's a slippery slope but coming from a lonely nigger, stop leaking over the fact your family brings friends over. I get the concern about your sisters guy friends so be a good older brother and seek out information on what they are like and protect your sister instead of leaking on here.
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>>76294You are semi right that OP is malding over the fact his family are normal. However he has valid concern over his sisters wellbeing considering the fact she's only 15 and yet all her friends around her are beginning to do substances. Parties are not a good environment, the excuse of it being for experimentation doesnt work when they are drinking and constantly oggling at each other at these places which is absolutely horrible for someone who cant even have a job.
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>>76294Truth nvke, the way op talked about his little sister made me feel grossed out. Tards like him always act like the world revolves around them and that everyone is silently judging you, while the truth is that nobody gives a shit