/r9k/ - ROBOT9999

i think im being lied to by a girl but im not sure if my 75iq brain is actually connecting the dots for it or im just being insecure

so i've been talking to this girl via ig for a few months from now (she is american from Nebraska and im from the dominican republic) and we got close because we liked the same shit music and stuff, eventually we started half joking half flirting until we actually started also joking about marrying for green card and having kids and shit and i was genuinely confused because a WHITE girl from the USA would think a shitskin from the caribbean that isnt even liked by girls from my own country is cute or something

I ended up actually falling for this girl ad the nice things she said
>i think you deserve better
>I think you're perfect
>I like everything about you
>you're literally so freacking adorable and handsome and sweet and silly and funny and reasoned
and I fell for it because a cute white girl who liked the same shit as me said it

a while later I started seeing some weird shit like her matching pfps with some other dude but not telling me who, and her discord bio openly saying she had a boyfriend, and when i asked her about it she said some stupid shit about having that so pedos on the 'cord wont ask her for nudes and i believed her like a good goy, so i stopped thinking about it because i didnt want to be a heckin insecure boy!

and i kept falling and falling for these girl and thinking a lot about her and sending her photos cause she did too and called me pretty and then husband and then shit and shit and shit and i believed it all like a retard, until i started seeing the weird shit again, from now on if i keep ignoring it i will just be a cuck willingly. today i found out the person whose she was matching with was a "guy friend" of hers who also called her his gf on every one of her tiktok posts.

on her own words when i asked her about it:
>male but nigga chopped and is genuinely a gooncel

uh-huh

why did i believe her???? like genuinely girls from my own country call me weird all the time and i thought a girl that would easily be a 8/10 here liked me geg, and honestly i dont even feel like i deserve a girlfriend to begin with because i feel like a fat ugly browncel and a porn addict anyways.

i should block her but because im a stupid fucking cuck with no self steem i feel bad, my head hurts an my chest hurts and im an idiot