/r9k/ - ROBOT9999

Wet dreams, I hate them with every part of my body. I’ve abstained from masturbation for a couple months now, with just one relapse early on, and I’ve recently been getting an increasing amount of wet dreams. Everywhere around me there is degeneracy and I can feel it influencing my subconscious.
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When I go to school there are always classmates making gooning and femboy jokes. When I scroll shitty.clitty during breaks there are an increasing amount of unironic fetish posts and actual EPI. When I aimlessly drive around in GTA there are sex shops at every corner and whores out on the streets. My walls are too thin and I can hear my sister making shitty “that’s what she said” type jokes which I am forced to listen in on because my headphones are broken, but even the music that would help drown this out is probably filled with references to such vile acts if I listened close enough. I cannot look at my myself when changing because I know where my mind will wander off to. When I lie in bed I listen to audiobooks to stop those kinds of thoughts from building.
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I fucking despise every second of it and I can never even catch a break. I know I’m not supposed to pay too much attention to it because that will just make me think about it even more, but at some point enough is enough. All my life I have had this brim around me to the point where I feel nostalgic towards part of it, which is just depressing.
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No, I’m not the same nigger who normally posts about this and gooning ocd. I normally don’t want to bring shit like this up because I know you are as sick of it as I am, but I feel like this needs to be talked about.