Honestly one of the things that has always troubled me is that I don't understand why I have so much problems. My parents weren't divorced, they didn't beat me, I never got molested, never nearly experienced death, grew up in a good house with my dad makin

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Chud CHiOiX6B 12/09/25 (Tue) 22:58:45 №74507 [Quote]

Honestly one of the things that has always troubled me is that I don't understand why I have so much problems. My parents weren't divorced, they didn't beat me, I never got molested, never nearly experienced death, grew up in a good house with my dad making good money, and yet I still act like such a retard. Like yeah I was isolated a lot growing up and got bullied but it wasn't that bad. I attempted to ack myself a couple times but I feel like it was for dumb reasons, and it never got serious enough that I needed medical care. It's insane to say this but I sometimes wish I got molested or something so I would have some explanation, but as it stands I'm just a retarded faggot for no reason

Chud lzNkSYoY 12/09/25 (Tue) 23:52:39 №74515 [Quote]

maybe you're just doing it wrong is there anything you want to accomplish?

Chud yBG2m0LK 12/10/25 (Wed) 09:06:16 №74582 [Quote]

I used to think like you so to justify my sadness I started inflicting pain on myself, but don’t do that because that’s retarded. What I came to realize is that everyone is suffering in one way or another and comparing your struggle to others that “have it worse” is pointless because there will always be someone that has it worse. Also, you mentioned being bullied and isolated and just brushed it off, but I think it might be a plausible reason as to why you feel like this. I know you might think it’s kind of gay, but if you have the money you could try going to a therapist, I thought it was bullraisin too but it actually helped me a lot

Chud MQcPOGlr 12/10/25 (Wed) 09:24:06 №74583 [Quote]

>>74507 (OP)
i have a tranny porn addicton pls help

Chud CHiOiX6B 12/12/25 (Fri) 04:08:27 №74726 [Quote]

>>74582
I don't know, I just hate myself for being so weak that I give up over small things. I don't really know how severe the bullying was, I got mocked and was heavily socially isolated but I never got beaten up or anything. I'm not gonna self harm or anything but I just feel like I'm a weak person who had everything in life and still failed

Chud 4EjTFbUS 12/12/25 (Fri) 11:41:53 №74737 [Quote]

Maybe you were molested but you’re brain is blocking the memories

Chud CpwdrHWf 12/12/25 (Fri) 12:39:35 №74740 [Quote]

>>74726
You didn’t fail, because you’re still here. I don’t exactly know what you struggle with, but if it’s something you can speak about to other people in real life, you should. Despite anything you might think about yourself, you haven’t failed, and you won’t fail until you stop living. Getting a bit off the Internet and speaking about your worries will help you, I wish you best man

Chud CHiOiX6B 12/12/25 (Fri) 23:24:39 №74813 [Quote]

>>74737
I've thought about, I know it happens and some things in my life do hint at it. I don't think it's either of my parents, they've never been abusive, nor do I think it would be my sister(but I suppose this one isn't as impossible, I really hope it isn't the case though), we didn't really have any family members or family friends that could've done it. I can't remember much from my childhood, I guess it could've happened from a stranger. My parents have never indicated anything happened, so who knows?