/r9k/ - ROBOT9999

maybe you're just doing it wrong is there anything you want to accomplish?

I used to think like you so to justify my sadness I started inflicting pain on myself, but don’t do that because that’s retarded. What I came to realize is that everyone is suffering in one way or another and comparing your struggle to others that “have it worse” is pointless because there will always be someone that has it worse. Also, you mentioned being bullied and isolated and just brushed it off, but I think it might be a plausible reason as to why you feel like this. I know you might think it’s kind of gay, but if you have the money you could try going to a therapist, I thought it was bullraisin too but it actually helped me a lot

>>74507 (OP)
i have a tranny porn addicton pls help

>>74582
I don't know, I just hate myself for being so weak that I give up over small things. I don't really know how severe the bullying was, I got mocked and was heavily socially isolated but I never got beaten up or anything. I'm not gonna self harm or anything but I just feel like I'm a weak person who had everything in life and still failed

Maybe you were molested but you’re brain is blocking the memories

>>74726
You didn’t fail, because you’re still here. I don’t exactly know what you struggle with, but if it’s something you can speak about to other people in real life, you should. Despite anything you might think about yourself, you haven’t failed, and you won’t fail until you stop living. Getting a bit off the Internet and speaking about your worries will help you, I wish you best man

>>74737
I've thought about, I know it happens and some things in my life do hint at it. I don't think it's either of my parents, they've never been abusive, nor do I think it would be my sister(but I suppose this one isn't as impossible, I really hope it isn't the case though), we didn't really have any family members or family friends that could've done it. I can't remember much from my childhood, I guess it could've happened from a stranger. My parents have never indicated anything happened, so who knows?

>>74507 (OP)
My parents got divorced and I was molested as a child, but somehow I'm not that fucked up in the head. I have never attempted suicide. Thought about the topic of suicide a lot, but would probably only do it the faggy way of quick and painless.

>>74583
>i have a tranny porn addicton pls help
Just stop watching porn, exposure is a key element, and take a cold shower just to see if it helps in general. I don't do cold showers all the time, but recently I've been getting back into it. Praying to God could help with stopping yourself from watching porn, but idk if God exists. I tried praying and it could've worked for me, or it could've been placebo. Idk if my prayers were going to the Demiurge since Gnostics could be right. If Atheism is true then I guess praying to God would be like a confidence boost, so still helpful I suppose. I sometimes peek at wfg or steam screenshot/artwork, but I try to avoid that sort of thing. I'd rather not get wet dreams or mess myself up psychologically, or even worse relapse. I've looked into the parasite pill, but haven't done anything in the way of seriously attempting a cleanse. If the parasite red pill is the truth then I guess it's my loss & yours/anyone else who doesn't deworm.