>be me>feeling erratic, don’t even look for relationships anymore out of despondency>go to therapist, accidentally spill that I’ve been having violent thoughts that and I’m a political schizo who feels no connection to wider societyI fedposted too

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Chud 12/09/25 (Tue) 07:43:55 №74421 [Quote]

>be me
>feeling erratic, don’t even look for relationships anymore out of despondency
>go to therapist, accidentally spill that I’ve been having violent thoughts that and I’m a political schizo who feels no connection to wider society

I fedposted too close to the sun

Chud 12/09/25 (Tue) 07:48:26 №74422 [Quote]

I may have also alluded to having vivid thoughts of being violent in public, like smashing someones head in on the train or other such things before going on a 15 minute rant about how modern society is pointless besides the goal of making money and that money is tauted as the god of modern man

Chud 12/09/25 (Tue) 07:49:10 №74423 [Quote]

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>>be me
>>feeling erratic, don’t even look for relationships anymore out of despondency
>>go to therapist, accidentally spill that I’ve been having violent thoughts that and I’m a political schizo who feels no connection to wider society
><reddit
>I fedposted too close to the sun

Chud 12/09/25 (Tue) 07:49:54 №74424 [Quote]

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>>74422
nusois is this really you?

Chud 12/09/25 (Tue) 10:34:48 №74427 [Quote]

>>74421 (OP)
How did your therapist respond?

Chud 12/09/25 (Tue) 13:20:48 №74447 [Quote]

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>>be me
>>feeling erratic, don’t even look for relationships anymore out of despondency
>>go to therapist, accidentally spill that I’ve been having violent thoughts that and I’m a political schizo who feels no connection to wider society
>brap
>I fedposted too close to the sun

Chud 12/09/25 (Tue) 13:21:21 №74448 [Quote]

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>I may have also alluded to having vivid thoughts of being violent in public, like smashing someones head in on the train or other such things before going on a 15 minute rant about how modern society is pointless besides the goal of making money and that money is tauted as the god of modern man brapp

Chud 12/09/25 (Tue) 20:20:55 №74485 [Quote]

>>74427
She was put off by it and got pretty quiet. She thinks I’m just burned out and talked about some ways to calm myself whenever my frustration or anger is getting particularly bad. I like talking to her but it didn’t really help this time. I don’t know what will help me

Chud 12/09/25 (Tue) 20:23:30 №74486 [Quote]

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>>74447
Jokes on you I homeschooled so I’ve always been an outcast in society. Why would I want to be in modern society anyways, where the only goal is to slave away at your job to make a paltry stipend so you can return home and consume your little products all whilst you live detached from community, morality or higher meaning

Chud 12/09/25 (Tue) 20:37:08 №74488 [Quote]

>>74421 (OP)
unjokly the violent thoughts are so real. once i was walking home from the library at 2am and someone almost bumped into me and I nearly flipped out on them 💀

Chud 12/09/25 (Tue) 20:40:50 №74493 [Quote]

>>74488
It’s apparently decently common. That was just scratching the surface of it I wanted to tell her I’ve thought about constructing certain objects but I’m sure I would’ve been reported to authorities if I did

Chud 12/10/25 (Wed) 05:05:28 №74565 [Quote]

>>74422
a little bit relatable, not to sound like a heccin' redditor but everytime I hear about a rapist or pedonigger I wish I could stomp their brains out onto a sidewalk but I know its retarded and that I can't do that because apparently degenerate rapists and pedophiles are still human o algo