/r9k/ - ROBOT9999

i feel bad because im in university and its wrapping up for finals but ive been miserable and not motivated the entire time
it sounds ridiculous and its hard to explain but i always feel anxious and depressed walking around all the other people because i am nowhere near as motivated or sociable. i already feel like a failure even though i havent gotten that far. none of my friends are having any issues with their college experience. i feel like a burden to my parents, who are paying for me, and i dont have the heart to say how much i dislike it. it feels selfish. i feel like a burden to my friends because theyve had to talk me off a ledge so many times already.
i know im not an unintelligent person. ive had multiple professors ask me why my grades arent as high as they should be because they say the work i do submit is of excellent quality.