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anyone here felt truly alone out here? i mean not just being without a gf, but without any family or friends. my last friend i had just blocked me, been crying like a bitch those past 3 days. how do you deal with that? where am i supposed to go to find friends, im 22 and i think its not the kind of age you can find people that are willing to be there for you at the time of need.

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>>71351 (OP)
Yeah almost every summer for the past 4-ish years I felt pretty lonely.

I got pretty lucky lately and an old friend that I had (barely talked with him, idk why he invited me to meet up with them tbh) introduced me to some new people.

I'm 20 years old and I Lowkey felt like it was too late and I wouldn't be able to meet anyone atp.
If you live in a city or something, in sure you'll be able to meet someone on the 'cord. Just join one of those LFG type servers and with a bit of patience I'm sure you'll meet some cool dude.

Btw if you don't mind me asking, what did you do to get blocked by your friend? If you don't wanna tell me it's aight.

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>>71354
he was depressed a lot, when he tried to call me i picked it up and told him im busy taking a bladder, then he blocked me and told me that we cant help each other and have no obligation to do so. i did it because i was pissed at him since im in a very rought spot rn and had clear path i want to take in life, my previous job is gone, still searching for a new one and trying to educate myself with the basic school knowledge before finally going to uni since i was a dropout long ago, he completely ignored and dissmised those plans and worries when i have tried to call him, so i wanted to be dismissive of him too. we met on 4cuck during the ukie war, we both were pacifistic and he has send me his tg in the thread, have been talking with each other for the past 4 years since. he was locked in the country since the start of the war, he moved there to spend time with at the time his ukie girl, then the borders closed, bitch ditched his ass and he was locked there since the start, all alone. i tried to help him morally since i cant really do anything for him, i know that my problems arent as unsolvable as his are, but we talked for a really long time on the phone from time to time and i thought that he's the only dude that really understands what i feel, he has cried and told me he sees himself in me at my years(he's 26), i dont have family or anyone else to just be by my side and give me advice, so when he was dissmissive of me i felt really alone for the first time, and that feeling been only growing for the past days since he blocked me. i know the reason for him blocking me sounds silly or it looks like im retarded for doing that, but both of us had a really low morale those years. now im scared that he killed himself or got into trouble, or that he actually just completely cut me off from his life, i dont really know which thing makes me more sad.

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>>71354
You've given a great advice, thank you man. Thought about surfing some creative cord servers or anything like that but i dont have any cool interest and it will be just talking with some randoes on the other side of the planet. I talked to one musician guy yesterday from the netherlands, you know garage rock beatles style band. He's a bit cringy progressivist but a nice guy, but he's too far away from me to not feel like im all alone here. I still have a school friend but he doesnt have much time to talk with me and we arent exactly close, we hanged out a lot but never about personal shit, he has moved to another city a few months ago so im kinda completely all alone by myself right now.

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>>71354
Not OP but the only person on cord I could find that I met who lived near me was a virgin tranny that wanted to suck me off. The only people who are like me and understand internet stuff are trannies

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>>71388
op here, checked tagmap and it seems to be true. whatever, just talking to randoes might help to not feel that shitty, im not retarded enough to be groomed by a tranny into fucking them… at least i hope so.

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I mean there’s been times where I felt everyone hated me or disliked me to some degree. I remember hearing about stuff my best friend did. He told someone else and not me (like important, heavy stuff). The things themselves didn’t bother me, I was happy for him. It’s just the fact he didn’t tell me and instead told other people. Even people nowhere near our closeness level. It made me feel like a 2nd, 3rd, maybe last choice. It made me feel like he didn’t trust me. It made me anxious. It made me doubt how special the friendship was
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At the same time I always fought with my family members and had a falling out with various other people. I also started suspecting I might’ve had a certain disorder (I’m not gonna tell you what it is but it fucks up my life in various ways. Only reason why I haven’t looked for a diagnosis) and it just made me more and more lonely.
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That’s the loneliest I’ve ever been.

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>>>71354
>You've given a great advice, thank you man. Thought about surfing some creative cord servers or anything like that but i dont have any cool interest and it will be just talking with some randoes on the other side of the planet. I talked to one musician guy yesterday from the netherlands, you know garage rock beatles style band. He's a bit cringy progressivist but a nice guy, but he's too far away from me to not feel like im all alone here. I still have a school friend but he doesnt have much time to talk with me and we arent exactly close, we hanged out a lot but never about personal shit, he has moved to another city a few months ago so im kinda completely all alone by myself right now.
yeah last time i met cool people online was in like 2019, met them in a weird switch piracy discord server from a youtuber and to this day were still friends.
havent seen most of them irl cuz i dont have a car
also in /pol/ tg groups, i wouldnt consider them my friends but they nice people and i used to talk almost every day with them like a year or two ago.
still, its not like we got many other choices nowadays. it is what it is.
>>>71388
>op here, checked tagmap and it seems to be true. whatever, just talking to randoes might help to not feel that shitty, im not retarded enough to be groomed by a tranny into fucking them… at least i hope so.

tagmap is unironically full of trannies and fags looking for sex and nudes. at least thats how it is in my country

>>71394
>I mean there’s been times where I felt everyone hated me or disliked me to some degree. I remember hearing about stuff my best friend did. He told someone else and not me (like important, heavy stuff). The things themselves didn’t bother me, I was happy for him. It’s just the fact he didn’t tell me and instead told other people. Even people nowhere near our closeness level. It made me feel like a 2nd, 3rd, maybe last choice. It made me feel like he didn’t trust me. It made me anxious. It made me doubt how special the friendship was

Yup went through the same thing with what i thought was my best friends. made me feel like shit… havent talked to him in a while.



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