this week i had 2 sleepless nights and i've been getting 2 to 4 hours sleep a night for a month and now i hallucinate constantly. i hear someone calling my name and i see myself completely deformed in my reflectionsthe problem is i can't talk about thi

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Chud 11/16/25 (Sun) 21:00:48 №71259 [Quote]

this week i had 2 sleepless nights and i've been getting 2 to 4 hours sleep a night for a month and now i hallucinate constantly. i hear someone calling my name and i see myself completely deformed in my reflections

the problem is i can't talk about this with my parents, because my mother is a psychiatrist (not a therapist) and she always dissmisses my calls for professional help and calls me a pussy. i can't get meds or a therapist and it looks like it's all headed towards my inevitable death. i made a thread about this some time ago but it didn't get any better. any tips on how could i get over this by myself?

Chud 11/16/25 (Sun) 21:07:02 №71261 [Quote]

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>she always dissmisses my calls for professional help and calls me a pussy.
you need to stop gooning around and go to sleep or something

Chud 11/16/25 (Sun) 22:11:49 №71268 [Quote]

Do something tiring all day, take sleep meds, dont use your phone so much
Try to build a routine o algo

Chud 11/16/25 (Sun) 22:29:49 №71269 [Quote]

Are you trying to give yourself schizophrenia on purpose?