>>70981I have a fragile ego and am quite narcissistic. I would rather have a finality to my “life story” as being someone who had a doomed tragic experience, than be just some random bloke who broke-up and now has to find another girlfriend like a normal person. I’m too prideful for that, unfortunately.
>I’m not even obsessed with the original girl anymore. Like two months ago I tried flirting with another woman, and it looked promising, but I got soft-rejected. Like I said, I have a fragile ego, so that has put me out of action since.
>Probably another girl would like me but I don’t put myself out there enough. Nor do I want to. And women could and should prefer a person who is less selfish than I am.
>Anyway sorry for blogging SNCA