/r9k/ - ROBOT9999

is it worth getting tested for adhd, i really am struggling with school right now, but im not sure if its safe to start taking meds when im 17

>you're overreacting

i've struggled to brush my teeth on and off since i stopped brushing alongside my dad, so when i was 8.

i sometimes completely forget what i was talking about in the middle of a conversation and am pretty forgetful in general

i am so fucking disorganised but i get the urge to clean my room only once a week, until its spotless and then i start throwing cans around again

i probably do about 20% of my homework properly and its a fucking miracle that my teachers dont even check
not to mention revising for shit, last year, it was probably my teachers being good and i think im slightly above average but i was mostly fine with mathematical and science subjects and english language, but anything long-form or requiring memorisation of long texts and statistics i couldnt give a shit about like geography or scripture in religious studies i really fucked up on
i studied chinese and spanish and genuinely couldnt hold a toddler level conversation right now

so basically im a britfag and i fucked up my life-changing tests last year and i still havent changed for shit and i have another set of life-changing tests next year
all of my friends mogged me in grades and i dont know whats fucking wrong wtih me when i know that im smarter than some of them but they actually put the fucking work in

the only fucking thing i have a fixation on is surface level global politics, grade level history facts and strategy games because its practically mental masturbation even then i get bored of a game within 3 hours or so

ive wasted so much money on useless pet projects too like a fucking electroc guitar and a teacher that cost my dad half a kidney only to not learn anything beyond the fucking CAGED system

wow whining like a faggot online is genuinely addictive for some reason