β70655[Quote]
because of poor sleep and general tiredness, i fell asleep around mid day yesterday and had a dream. though i cant remember every detail, i can recall that i had this strange compulsion to cover my penis in duct tape. it was something i was completely resolute in doing, and i can vividly remember the image i had in that dream of me going through with the act, yet it didn't materialise into anything more than a thought. even though i was in a dream, i was too hesitant to do it despite how much i felt like i had to. i cant really remember much else, except that the house (my house) seemed to sort of merge in and out of tony soprano's house, probably because i was watching the sopranos on my phone before i fell asleep (gemmy show btw o algo).
<
its made me sort of think about the dreams i have, and how theyre always uninteresting. that dream i just described is probably the most strange dream ive had in the past 2 months, if not longer. i rarely ever have nightmares, but i also seldom have good dreams either. if i can remember a dream, its almost always going to be me in some public place, usually back in school, being faced with some sort of mild-moderate fear or anxiety at the hands of my peers or faculty. another constant in my dreams, especially during times where im very diligent about abstinence, like lent or november, is me ejaculating. not masturbating, just busting. it came up in my dream two nights ago and it made me feel very shameful and anxious for the remainder of the time i was asleep, and, even after i had woken up, the feeling didnt go away.
<
on that same topic, i think ive only had about 4 wet dreams in my entire life, which is really few and far between all things considered. i can only remember two clearly, and the third very vaguely. something consistent across all 3 of these dreams were that i was not having sex in them, but i was exposed to sexual stimuli. the most recent wet dream i had, which was over a year ago at this point, was shortly after i became "lucid". that was the only time i can recall of being "lucid" within the past few years, maybe in my entire life. when i realised that i was in a dream, i wanted to test how my brain would respond to a sexual scenario. i began to fly, and i kept flying over a dimension containing a sea of thousands of mattresses, with each mattress having one man and one woman engaging in intercourse on top of it. my POV was similar to this scene (picrel) in azumanga daioh's (also a gemmy show btw o algo) outro when the characters are flying and looking down at the ground below. i dont know how long this went on for, but i remember ejaculating and then waking up right after
<
anyways, i made this thread because i also wanted to hear about the types of dreams that pipo on soy9k, the white man's board, usually have. im fortunate to rarely have nightmares, but i dont have "cool" dreams either, like flying around with superpowers and killing le heckin bad guyerinos. according to psycholojews, dreams reveal something about you or however the meds are prescribed so i think it would be an interesting discussion, o algo
β70658[Quote]
>>70655 (OP)>i began to fly, and i kept flying over a dimension containing a sea of thousands of mattresses, with each mattress having one man and one woman engaging in intercourse on top of it.that sounds like some shit you'd read in the bible
β70704[Quote]
My dreams are actually kind of thematically similar, always involving bizarre acts involving either chastity or cuckoldry. I've probably had near-wet dreams around a dozen times but I've never achieved orgasm because some contrivance prevents me from doing so. I would imagine this represents a deep feeling of inadequacy, lack of self-esteem and a life full of humiliation.
β70705[Quote]
>>70655 (OP)> i began to fly, and i kept flying over a dimension containing a sea of thousands of mattresses, with each mattress having one man and one woman engaging in intercourse on top of it. my POV was similar to this scene (picrel) in azumanga daioh's (also a gemmy show btw o algo) outro when the characters are flying and looking down at the ground below. i dont know how long this went on for, but i remember ejaculating and then waking up right after>Getting cucked in yo dreamsBroootal.
β70726[Quote]
I dreamt of screaming βniggerβ at someone walking down the street today geg. Good luck with better dreams, op.
β70729[Quote]
>>70726Geg i did this too, i became lucid and walked out my front door and started yelling FUCK NIGGERS
β70732[Quote]
>>70729gegggg great minds think alike
β70741[Quote]
>>70655 (OP)anyone else dream of bizarre architecture? Like all the places you've walked through as a little kid, they all combine into the dream world and its like if they were merged together to create the most exaggurated but combined form of the architecture, the feeling of being there and familiarity but not understanding what biulding you're looking at, sorry for esl explanation but i cant describe it perfectly in words
β70744[Quote]
I hate dreaming unless its something interesting like lucid dreams
This morning i woke up with cum in my boxers but i dont remember having a wet dream idk how to feel about it because on one hand i havent jerked off in so long to the point im having wet dreams but one the other im not retaining my SEED and getting vril powers from it o algo
β70745[Quote]
>>70741That sounds like interesting dreams, did you travel alot or visit places with old architecture as a kid?
Sometimes i dream of my childhood home and have the distinct feeling of it being my home even if i cant tell some details apart
β70747[Quote]
I often have dreams about Adolf Hitler or other higher NSDAP members where I talk with them and exchange my political and philosophical beliefs. I also received orders from Hitler in my dreams. I once are ice cream with Hitler and Goebbels btw.
β70762[Quote]
>>70709just wash them vro…
β70763[Quote]
>>70747SNCA, you are larping. The only trve nazi is himmler
β70765[Quote]
>>70709this happened to me aswell once and it really pissed me off geg
β70766[Quote]
>>70763Evendoe Hitlers takeover was only half the revolution he expected.
β70771[Quote]
>>70766SNCA, himmler is better
β70827[Quote]
>>70745i didnt travel alot but i did walk around alot
β70937[Quote]
>>70705>Getting cucked in yo dreamsi wouldnt really consider it getting cucked because its not like i was going to have sex with any of the women (or men) on the mattresses anyway. it is a funny thought thoughbeit
>>70704>I would imagine this represents a deep feeling of inadequacy, lack of self-esteem and a life full of humiliation.i think so too. the feeling of powerlessness and indignation seems to come up a lot both in my life and in my dreams
>>70741>anyone else dream of bizarre architecture?sometimes, but not to the extreme extent you described. usually if its not somewhere ive already been, itll be stylistically similar but with elements taken from places that look alike from movies, tv shows or my imagination
>>70744sounds like a double edged sword. i myself havent had any night time mishaps on my (currently) 12 day nofap streeeeaaaak but i have a pretty low sex drive so i havent found the month of november to be challenging yet at all. even when i am unwillingly exposed to porn on other boards/websites it doesnt even make me aroused 99% of the time
>>70729>>70726<screaming NIGGER at random people in your dreams β70953[Quote]
i had a dream recently that i had a pet myna bird. i'd hold out my hand, and it would land on it and scream at me and bite me with a little hook on the end of its beak. it bites me so hard that it rips flesh off of my hand. i crush the bird in my hand and throw it on the ground, then stomp on it repeatedly. i kneel down to pick it up, and although there is some blood, its guts are made out of wires and computer chips.
β70964[Quote]
>>70655 (OP)i had this dream in the time period where i actually dreamt (i don't dream often) around 2 months ago
<REDDIT SPACEi barely recall how it started but i remember my mom asking me to take care of some baby claiming it was my brother, so taking him i began caring and strolling him around as if he really was my brother. then i went outside with him in hand and just kind of let him wander around a bit. distracted by seeing my cousins, i spent some time chatting with them only for my mom to come back and ask about my baby brother, going over and attempting to find him i saw my mom with a disappointed face come over and tell me my baby brother had died.
<REDDIT SPACEafterwards i felt an intense guilt and began weeping at my own carelessness for letting him die, as i envisioned how he died i woke up suddenly but was confused as to why i was in a different part of the house. as i stared at the ceiling i knew i hadn't slept in that room and was desperately trying to wake up but i couldn't move my body. hearing a toy ball rolling toward the room and getting the feeling someone was approaching i began squirming in bed trying to wake up, even feeling a shackle of some sort sliding off my left hand. after letting out a scream in my sleep (which was more like a retarded yell) i woke up in the room i had actually been sleeping, seeing my dog staring back at me curiously. i got up, took a piss, checked the time (which was approximately 10pm) and lay back in bed thinking to myself "what the fuck did i just dream of"
β70974[Quote]
>>70655 (OP)my dreams usually consist of some bullshit happening to me, me getting angry at someone and then trying to hurt them but failing becuase in my mind i'm weak and pathetic