/r9k/ - ROBOT9999

i know this is honestly dumb and im aware i made another thread like this one, but i've been feeling like a complete zombie anymore after what a few years of excessive porn use put me through.
and i also know im going to sound like a sad bitch making this thread, but i suppose im making this out of desperation and because im a little impatient on my other thread taking a while to receive another reply. i do appreciate the comments i received there and i DO want to move onto other things, it's just that at the moment my motivation is really dim and right now i can't really open up to anyone else on this yet.
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for the record my addictive urges are dead and have been gone for months, it's just that my urges to do much else might have died with those because of how long i took to fix my addiction.
im not trying to purely seek attention, im just trying to unfuck myself and regain some ounce of self respect back. i want somewhat of a reminder of why i should keep going and why i need to leave behind the past. if i can see myself better and achieve a better mindset, i guess i can also get myself going again.