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>>69968 (OP)I think any and all self improvement fails with me because I fundamentally hate myself and the world. I give up at the slightest resistance and fail to all my urges because there is always this constant nagging voice in my head - "What's the point?" over and over again.
№69987[Quote]
I won't try to pretend that I can be happy for you OP, I think I'm the lowest of the low and only get jealous of other people when they do well, even those that I consider close friends.
Congrats, with a tongue in my cheek.
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>>69985Well what's the point of listening to that voice?
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>>69985>>69987Thanks. I won’t say I know that feeling because, although these thoughts and emotions have occasionally crossed my mind, I do not share them with you. I do not want to brag about my current state, and I hope you didn’t get that impression, as my writing rarely encapsulates my feelings entirely accurately meaning I still have a long way to go before I consider myself “normal” (which I hopefully will never fully reach as I hate normgroids). I truly wish you all the best and that you achieve your dreams and life goals.
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>>69968 (OP)I don't want to do the same thing as you do incase I see random old mens cocks
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>>69985Get your T levels checked and take vitamin D
№70054[Quote]
>>69985It is wise to not commit your energy to something that won't produce anything, motivation is built on expectations whether we like it or not. This is why self-improvement is so often described as a "cope", people cannot envision how a person could want to do something without doing it FOR the thing that happens when it's over. Why WOULD someone with bad genetics want to go to the gym, or someone with only an average intellect read books? Why would someone living in a world that is fundamentally flawed and filled with evil want to look on the bright side or seek out community? Demotivation is your brain's answer to all these kinds of questions, the problem is your brain is assuming an environment where there is some other thing you could be doing. It isn't helping you find that thing, it's just slowly, tediously removing all the joy from your life. My only advice is that you need to stop thinking that there needs to be a point, do that and you'll either find one anyway or simply enjoy doing it.
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Just nofap and eating 2-4 eggs a day, but I was also going for walks and started saving up money and some other shit
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By torturing myself with boredom. It hurts but its very very rewarding. My mind is clear now and i am able to think again. And because of all that i am happier.