/r9k/ - ROBOT9999

Not related to my early childhood, but i almost got groomed by a nazi femboy when i was 14. he was always babbling and obsessing over jews, muslims and troons while literally talking like one too. his argumentative rhetorik was so simple and infantile that he must've been manipulating me by adapting simple talking points for cacas to understand. ironically he bragged about being heckin gifted. he studied phisics and he also was good at coding. he then managed to get my IP for some reason and then asked me if i wanna meet up. i said yes because i was depressed and i thought if he wanted to kill me, he should just do that and if not i finally had someone to talk to. win win if you wanna put it that way. Suddenly he began to spam weird shit like "that i should get in his free candy van" this scared me so i just stalled time till he just gave up and drove home. thereupon i just ignored him, later even reported him to the police. i still don't know what he wanted from me and i don't know what would've happened if we really met up that day

>>69479
thats horrible, that person was probably a 'c0rd fodist/09a faggot he wouldve done unspeakable things, they(satanist groups) are known for kidnapping kids irl and doing unspeakable things to them

>>69479
you are very lucky to not have ended up meeting the 'cord satanist fag

>>69479
Holy shit, you were gonna get raped

>>69478 (OP)
my mother tried to kill me one time

my dad also beats my mom and i can see bruises on het legs and arms a lot but my mom has also beaten my dad and tried to kill him in the past too so it even outs i think

I try to forget about all of this but it always comes back

>>69478 (OP)
My deadbeat dad used to hit me and shame me
My mum constantly guilt tripped and judged me, and she kept making me switch schools so I found it harder and harder to make friends

in 3rd grade i got bullied so bad that a group of girls tried to poison me by putting cleaning products in my water bottle

I was sexually assaulted by an older girl at Church when I was 10. After this I would get the shakes whenever anyone touched me and I would start to cry when women touched me. I hated being around them and I tried to avoid them. Luckily, time has passed but I still carry a hatred towards women that I find hard to remove.

>>69478 (OP)
Im still young but around when i was 13 years old 2022ish femboys in this melee fighting game’s discord exposed me to femboy porn and since then ive been extremely fucked up, im still attracted to women i know this because i have a crush on one right now. Anything that is related to femboys and or trannies or really degenerates in general i have an extremely deep rancorous resentment. I will never forgive them and sometimes i think about murdering someone out of pure rage.
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Story two my mother has been doing hard cocaine and drugs since this summer and only me and my father know about it, and there is no easy way of telling anyone about it. She asks me my brother and father for money constantly, to the point of threatening my father for divorce if she doesnt get the money (my mom is a neet, because of a rare disease she has)
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There is probably a number of other things i forgot as well feel far from normal. Part of this might just be because of how i was born, or something.

>>69604
I can relate to your deep hatred of troons and femboys as I deal with the exact same thing towards women. I feel nothing but pure loathing which cannot be sated.

>>69603
did she get arrested or anything?

>>69617
No she was never arrested for any of this. I was ten years old and had basically no understanding about the things she did to me other than them making me very uncomfortable. I never told anyone because she told me "we had to keep it secret" and like I said I didn't fully understand it. I stopped going to that church years ago so I have no idea what she's up to now. The only reason I would ever track her down would probably be to rape her even though that will never happen and is just a revenge fantasy.

I have a cleft lip/palate with a deviated septum and ppl always ask if i'm Jewish. its traumatic bc I am an Aryan pureblood

>>69619
Murder her seriously

>>69478 (OP)
I'd hallucinate voices, people and my surroundings as a kid
I didn't know I did at the time and though all of it was 100% real, sometimes it would be nasty (like screaming at me telling me to kill myself, or falling into an infinitely deep sinkhole) or just odd
I had an imaginary friend which was a T-rex (because I thought they were cool) which looked nothing like one and would give me life advice that went totally over my head, I'd only meet him if it was 'dark' in a 'cave', I'm now certain it wasnt dark and there was no cave whatsoever
while visiting my grandmother I hallucinated going to a part of town and visiting shops that I later learned never existed, there I picked up an old coin off the street without telling her, I still have it.

As I got older they started getting less bad though, but I still sometimes doubt whether what I see is real or not

>>69777
suffah mutt

>>69777
>on the bright side his pp is now normal hahahahah
imagine how hard a kike would laugh when he reads this
humanity is so fucking retarded

>>69777
Jesus fucking Christ the first image. How can you see your infant like this and think this is normal? That baby looks like it has mentally left our world.

>>69478 (OP)
Several such occasions
Almost drowned at 7 years old, although it only made me develop a discomfort from being in murky water, it didnt make me fear swimming in pools and such
At 8 years old i still had phimosis because i had normal parents who didnt want my dick mutilated, so my mom filled a basin with hot water, put it in the bathroom and told me to go in and try to stretch it out. I did succeed, but the moment my phimosis got torn was the most painful moment of my life at that point.
At 12 years old I got groomed by a 16 year old girl at school, probably because i had early puberty. It didnt get any further than her groping me several times, and when i threatened to tell the principal about it she stopped bothering me
The most traumatic event happened at 14 years. I was taking a walk on a winter day and i saw a man about 40 meters in front of me start to twitch, probably from a seizure. Since the sidewalk was covered in ice, the man tried his absolute hardest to control himself and get to the ground slowly. I ran towards him but when i was 10 meters away he twitched so hard that he fell back and cracked his skull on ice. I called the ambulance but when they arrived the paramedics said that hes already dead and theres nothing they can do, so they put the guy in a body bag and just drove away like nothing happened.

>>70103
holy shit dude that last one is insane

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deplorable abuse, child mutilation at this scale to this day is beyond retarded

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i got circumsized by a jew even though my shit family is goy…