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I have by far the worst genetics of my entire family. I have three older brothers and all of them have blonde hair (ranging from light blonde to dirty blonde) and blue eyes. They are also all 6'0 and above. Though my parents won't admit it, I was definitely a mistake. I was born 6 years after my second youngest brother, and all of my brothers seem to believe I was one (not that they hold anything against me for it). Getting back on topic, I was cursed with dark brown hair and green eyes, which makes me not only look like a swarthoid, but stand out a lot among them. I am 5'7 and it's doubtful that I'll grow any taller.
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All of my brothers are incredibly talented, social, and just all around well-rounded individuals. The eldest manages a construction company and has a wife and a child on the way. The other two have well-paying office jobs and both have girlfriends. I on the other hand, have been socially awkward my entire life. I can't say I've even had a true "friend" since elementary school. I'm not talented or popular like any of my brothers, nor have I ever even gotten remotely close to having a girlfriend (by the time they were my age, they all had been with multiple girls). I'm sure my brothers don't hate me or anything, but it is kind of hard to have any sort of confidence in myself when I am constantly standing in their shadow. My parents compare me to them all the time too, which doesn't help at all.
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So, how do I cope? I know I can probably fix my personality to some extent, but I will never be as talented, or as social, or as well-liked as the other members of my family are.
Btw this is not a blackpill thread im not a faggot

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Your only hope is to go into SWE and moneymog them all, otherwise it’s over

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>>66903 (OP)
I know how it is. A lot of my family is tall, blonde or red-haired, and has blue eyes. I'm around your height, dark brown hair, and fairly dark eyes (not darker than T30). My father also has these dark features, but he's 6'3. I also don't have much in the way of talent and I don't have any outlet for myself. At my best I'm learning and taking in someone else's ideas via reading, while at worst (most of the time) I'm just wasting my time like I am on the nigger.shitty. I don't put this knowledge into any practical outlet like a hobby or project, but at most just share it with people I know online because I think it will help them. My family is a mess doe so I don't have a legacy to uphold, but it makes me feel ashamed that this is what my bloodline is.

I don't think I'm in any place to offer much advice since I also have trouble coping with both my genetics and general lineage, but you can at least be grateful. It's really racist and corny, but you're on le heckin' nazi website so one thing I think about is the fact I'm not a jeet or nigger. I could of been born in far worse conditions, but I live in a first world country and I'm white, even if I'm a 'lesser white' as some would say. I also try to be thankful to God that I exist in the conditions I do, even if they're not ideal, as again, it could be way worse for us. My future looks bleak, but for now I live in comfort and I'm grateful. You're not chad like your brothers, but you're nowhere close to some unlovable jeet. I also find green eyes to be the most alluring if that means anything to you.

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>>66903 (OP)
i understand soycaca
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literally everyone in my family has genuine a10 aryan eyes but the reason i have brown eyes is because my finnish grandfather (mongolian) had brown hair brown eyes and now i have light brown t40 swarthoid eyes
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I also have an overall recessed face with recessed facial features. Its not recessed in like a feminine way where you could be a pretty boy i just look ugly and I look very similar to patrick crusius and almost identical if i wear glasses.
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im ugly as shit and i do nothing all day except for going outside in nature and sitting in my room playing hoi4 and other games instead of hanging out with friends like everyone else my age is. I'm still in puberty so once i get my hands on some money im planning on pinning test to looksmax or whatevre and try to save myself

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damn this is crazy the rest of my family is blue blonde and i am green brown chud phenotype is real

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>>66948
it aint a big deal as you cacas are making it doe you still have european blood. dont forget that lots of celtic peoples even have black hair

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>>66949
snopes? ive never met a celt with black hair

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>>67004
Spaniards are Celtic

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>>66903 (OP)
Who cares about fucking hair and eye color bro are you serious

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downedy down down

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Carve your own path OP. While my younger brother mogs me to oblivion, looks like medGOD while I look like an azerimutt or some shit, I still managed to have a comfy, stress-free life. There's a lot of opportunities online for fellow autists if you know how to look for them. You don't have to have a conventionally successful life in order to be proud of yourself and find purpose.
i think you should put some distance between you and your family for a while, since the dynamic seems to be a bit toxic. This way you can stop comparing yourself to them for a while, and focus on your own projects.
Best of luck OP, btw, you aryanmog me too, I look like a mix of these 2 phenos over

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you are actually mentally ill

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you are actually fucking mentally ill, go seek therapy

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you are undeterminably fucking mentally healthy, go seek isolation

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>>66903 (OP)
Dude you're probably on the shorter side and are a bit ugly in the face/ not confident try working out and playing sports and MOST IMPORTANTLY leaving htis board and doing NoFap.



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