>>66903 (OP)I know how it is. A lot of my family is tall, blonde or red-haired, and has blue eyes. I'm around your height, dark brown hair, and fairly dark eyes (not darker than T30). My father also has these dark features, but he's 6'3. I also don't have much in the way of talent and I don't have any outlet for myself. At my best I'm learning and taking in someone else's ideas via reading, while at worst (most of the time) I'm just wasting my time like I am on the nigger.shitty. I don't put this knowledge into any practical outlet like a hobby or project, but at most just share it with people I know online because I think it will help them. My family is a mess doe so I don't have a legacy to uphold, but it makes me feel ashamed that this is what my bloodline is.
I don't think I'm in any place to offer much advice since I also have trouble coping with both my genetics and general lineage, but you can at least be grateful. It's really racist and corny, but you're on le heckin' nazi website so one thing I think about is the fact I'm not a jeet or nigger. I could of been born in far worse conditions, but I live in a first world country and I'm white, even if I'm a 'lesser white' as some would say. I also try to be thankful to God that I exist in the conditions I do, even if they're not ideal, as again, it could be way worse for us. My future looks bleak, but for now I live in comfort and I'm grateful. You're not chad like your brothers, but you're nowhere close to some unlovable jeet. I also find green eyes to be the most alluring if that means anything to you.