>>66324 (OP)>actual productive thingsthe forums do nothing but tell me all the productive things I could be doing are larp, cope, normalnigger activities, zog psyops, goyslop etc. etc. How are you supposed to be productive when you have a voice inside your head that isn't yours that fills you with a constant sense of being watched, mocked, accused, found lacking in your successes and found irredeemable in your failures? Yes I have a problem but if I could solve it by waking up one morning and deciding I just can I'd have done that 5 years ago.