>>974886 (OP)>Does anyone else here keep a dream journal?i used to keep one years ago but stopped doing so
sad, some of my dreams can be pretty interesting
took a nap earlier and had a dream where i reconnected with a friend from elementary school who i literally haven't talked to in 10+ years and we got along, sad whenever i woke up and it wasn't real
>Last night I dreamt that I went to a pub with a sign outside saying "Ages 18-25".never been in one before but the drinking culture here is pretty weird
i'm in the literal middle of nowhere in the usa but for some reason there's irish pubs near me that are packed
>My current job and upbringing definitely played a big part in causing me to have it.kinda weird how that can play such a huge role on your subconscious it enters your dreamscape and you actively can think of things like that you wouldn't think of normally
>The children inside represented my feelings of not fitting with the site's current userbase, due to using the site for much longer than them and being literally older than them.maybe it's just a disconnect for me from soyculture in general but i feel the same way
still enjoy this site when it's funny but i haven't really felt as heavily with the site in a while, i still browse and lurk incase i see a good post but to be honest nothing feels that special to me anymore, maybe it's just me getting older as the site has but i'm not having as much fun on this site as i used to
still not going to stop using this site because it's the only place on the Internet I like but regardless.
>Feeling ancient is kinda irrational for me since I'm not even 20 yet but I'm insecure about getting older for some reason.whenever i was younger i wanted to be much older so i could actually fit into online spaces without pretending to be an adult but now that i'm an adult i've realized that every single online space sucks anyways
being on the end that feels that you're too old to fit into certain spaces feels weird since it's been mostly the opposite for me