>>922123>i stay there every other weekend, mother and siblings like seeing me and my dad doesn't like leaving me home alone when he stays at his girlfriend's for the weekendhonestly i get it
my brother has his own apartment for college but the college he goes to is like an hour away but on the weekends when he isn't busy he comes back home
i don't understand why your dad would be that worried about you if you're a grown ass man at that point but atleast he's looking out for you ig
i mean somewhat comforting if there's a lot of browns there and the crime rate is high
>i ended up drinking i thought you didn't drink cause you didn't like it
honestly i've tried drinking before but it tastes like some ahh and i'd prefer to just drink water becauz im based and hydropilled or something like that nature
some of the people i know are major drinkers and call me a pussy for thinking that alch tastes like some ass and not wanting to do it
i've tried like nicotine before too but it wasn't that pleasant, i kept coughing for hours and felt awful
i've tried weed before but it wasn't that exciting, it made me really nervous and shaky and i never bothered to try it again, it was some shitty edibles my friend gave me once in high school and it made me incredibly scared and paranoid for a couple of hours and made me never want to try it again
>meant to get a haircut todayi should get one, my hair is getting to the point where it's long enough to piss me off and it's starting to get into my eyes
>thinking about trying the based and christpilled larp that half the people on this board claim to follow and attending church tomorrow morning since i have nothing better to doi try and go sometimes and i rlly try to believe in god sometimes but idk maybe i'm just cucked in life to be an trannytheist
i'd probably consider myself a deist though because i do believe in god in a sense but im not particularly believed to a certain religion
growing up as a kid i went to church a lot since my parents are very religious and tried to put it onto me as a kid but i don't remember actually doing much there, i was usually allowed to bring my electronics so i think i'd just fuck off somewhere random and just play games instead of doing anything
my mom also had me sign into a church youth group that i went to since i was 14-16 because she thought i was being possessed by the devil and it was pretty boring there too, just a bunch of normalfags and i'd usually just sit somewhere random and not talk to people but they'd ocassionally do sports or whatever
i haven't gone to church in a while because everytime i go i just space out and start to disassociate and not really pay attention since it's mostly just the same yaps everytime
idk when i'm older i plan on being more religious like based and christpilled luke smith way o algo